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I Have Never

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Meandor117

Published: Mar 5, 2012

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I have never quite forgiven myself
I have never felt like I deserve better
I have never felt so depressed
And I guess I have never felt love

I have never had a smaller hope
I have never had so much faith
I have never cried so many times
And I guess I have never felt so lost

I have never ever been so thoughtful
I have never in my dreams grinded so wide
I have never lost my faith in you
But I guess, that's why it hurts

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