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I Don't KnowI don't know
Why I'm still here
I don't know
Why I made it trough

I don't wonder
Because I know it's luck
I don't wonder
Because in the end it could have been me

But when this song plays
I know, that I want to stay
For a small hope, even if it's in vain
That's all I need, to smile
Even at the darkest times

Would You Care?

If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?

If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry

If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me

If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there

I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you

I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining

And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring

I'm So Tired Of Being Here

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?

Where Are You My Spark?

I do not look at my old photos
When I see them, I notice a spark

I notice a spark in my eyes, It's small, but it's there
If I look at myself in the mirror, I see nothing
There is no spark, I have looked, and it's not there
I have lost the happiness in me, I have lost my heart
It's broken, and I hope, someone will heal it

I do not look at my old photos
Because in them I see a joy that I used to have

Oh hidden spark in my eye
Where is your hiding place?
Where have you gone?

I Don't Wanna Grow Up

I don't want to grow up
It was so much more fun
When I didn't understand
What happened around me, how it fell

I don't want to get old
Be wise and all that
For after years of living
I would know that life, isn't intact

I don't want to get a place of my own
Responsibility isn't my thing
I wouldn't be able to watch my offspring
knowing what they would face, a dying world
And a hope, left for dead

I want to stay young
I want to be unknowing
For in the end
Being stupid, will make it easier
To accept the end

Dead Inside

I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside

My World Is Dead

Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead

Please, Save MePlease, save me
I'm going under
Please, save me
I'm drowning in my tears

Please, save me
I'm not gonna make it
Please, save me
I don't want to lose this battle

Please, save me
But you ignored my plea
Please, save me
You left me for dead

Please, don't save me
For this time, I will save myself

I'll Remember YouI'll remember you
when someone steals my breath
so I can't even speak.

I'll remember you
when the rain beats so hard
I can't hear myself think.

I'll remember you
when I see a careless smile
on a young girl's face.

I'll remember you
when my heart aches
in a lonely place.

I'll remember you
when the going gets rough
and no one's there for me.

I'll remember you
when I fruitlessly wish
for things that used to be.

I'll remember you
when I see someone smile
as they hide a sigh.

I'll remember you
when someone's surprised
at the word "goodbye."

I'll remember you
when another claims to be
my other half.

I'll remember you, dar

A Heart Of GoldA heart of gold
Can't fully heal
A heart as black as darkness
But it can give it some light
And help it recover

Please StopI didn't do anything,
So there's no need to yell
Disappointment and disgraceful
Are words I know so well

So I'm not all that smart
Like my friends tend to be—
You've told me not to compare
But when you're mad you never see

I'm not going to give up
In doing what I love
I don't care if I won't be rich,
I'll still be one step above

So please stop your yelling
Because your face is turning blue
Don't you know when you point fingers,
Three point back at you?

Some people walk out to cry in the rain
But I'm a lazy person
I walk into the shower to cry

This Is Gonna Take A Long Time

You must love yourself to love others
....... This is going to take a long time

I Don't Want A Super Hero

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm not looking for someone to save the day
I'm not looking for a person who will lift the skies in my name
I'm looking for someone who stays

I'm not looking for a god
I'm not looking for someone to clear the heavens
I'm not looking for someone that doesn't hate
I'm looking for someone that makes me want to live another day

I'm not looking for a macho guy or a shy girl
I'm not looking for a fairytale
I'm not looking for someone who only stays in bed
I'm looking for someone that makes me smile each day

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm looking for someone who stays
I'm looking for someone th

Fly, Please Fly

Please fly
I don't care if your body doesn't have wings
Because for me you are an angel
Beautiful and free

Please fly
Don't let them push you down
Your mind will never fall
Cause it is beautiful and free

Your soul is a bird
Don't let them cage it in
Let it fly, please let it fly
Because your soul is beautiful and free

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Cousin Of DeathCousin of death, take me in
Let me rest, forgive this sin
I haven't lost it all, but I show pain
And soon I guess, I will walk in the rain

Oh cold winter, don't remind me
Of how, I couldn't see
Oh cold winters day, you're as cold as my heart
Remind me of the days, when it was warm

Cousin of death, comfort me
Make me believe, this isn't the best of me
Cousin of death, invite your friends
Cause agony and suffering, is better in the end

Death, I have been alive way to long
Your cousin, makes me wish that I was wrong
Cause I don't wanna wake up
So please, take me in your warm blankets
And don't let me open my eyes
Ever again

He's The UnknownI'm looking in the mirror
And what do I see?
A boy that looks just like me
But this can't be me

He has a small smile on his lips
My lips forms a frown
His eyes sparkle
Mine are dull

His face is relaxed
Mine is full of anger
His hands are free
mine are tied

This boy in the mirror
Is my small mask
The boy I show
When I'm around

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I'm not who you think
This boy in the mirror
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The Wall of BricksThis is not a dead end
It's always a way to move
Just think outside the box
The brick wall is not an end
It's there to wake you up
So you will find other ways
And think before you make choices

Tick Tack, The Clock Is Ticking

The clock is ticking
Tick tack tick tack
The pills are in my hands
tick tack tick tack
A glass of jack is next to me
Tick tack tick tack
The clock is ticking
Inside me

They say they're always here
But then why am I so lonely?
They say they'll always care
But why do they have so few emotions?

The clock is ticking
Tick tack tick tack
I slowly lift my hands
tick tack tick tack
I swallow them slowly
Tick tack tick tack
I drink the jack
And the clock stops ticking

A life is like a clock
One day it stops ticking
From the day we are born
We are slowly dying

But at times
When the clock is tired
And wants to stop
It finds a

DreamsI'm sick of you
leave me alone!
My head can't stop
Thinking about you

I'm sick of being down
Depressed and suicidal
My smile isn't always there
Stop haunting me!

I'm sick of your sweet voice
It rings in my head
When you played on my drums
Now I can't touch the sticks no more!

I wish I was perfect
The guy of your dreams
My bloody tears
They paint my cheeks

I wish I could hug you
And kiss your head
Tell you while you slept
I love for forever my dear

But those dreams
They are dead
I'm alone
And left for dead

My soul is evil
My heart is black
My eyes don't sparkle
And my wrists they bled

I wish my dreams wouldn't die

Learn To WatchThe bloody rain
That's what it became
Never ending
It has never been here before

Dead inside
Dreaming of a hope
Left behind
Wondering alone

No answers
You will work
Walk blindly
And see what you will find

Learn to watch
And do not laugh
Learn to listen
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You Love The Sounds

by ~Meandor117, Mar 18, 2012, 4:39:27 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I finally understand why
You keep hurting me
Time after time

You love the sounds
My heart makes
Every time
It breaks

You Love The Soundsby ~Meandor117

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2012-2013 ~Meandor117

Something I got into my head after a friend of mine here wrote something to me

I found the picture here, no copyrights on it so it was a free for all

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~Darkthrop Mar 24, 2012

short, but says it all

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~phoenixbane21 Mar 22, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

can i change this and add to it and give it to the girl whos about to break my heart?

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~Meandor117 Mar 22, 2012

IF you think that will be the right choise, yes

But think about it before you do it

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~phoenixbane21 Mar 22, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

she is currently fucking her ex who nearly killed me. deffinately the right choice

id might as well break her heart before she breaks mine. then again, she obviously doesnt care about me.

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~Meandor117 Mar 22, 2012

Use it

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~phoenixbane21 Mar 22, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

thanks

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~midnigght Mar 21, 2012

love the idea

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~MotionClick Mar 20, 2012

Short, simple, perfect, all said!

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!DenkiKaji Mar 19, 2012

Once again, great poem.
I need to watch u lol. I c ur stuff on the homepage all the time (I wld watch u rite now but my fone wont let me >.<)

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~Meandor117 Mar 19, 2012

Lol nice XD Thanks :3

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