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Some people walk out to cry in the rain
But I'm a lazy person
I walk into the shower to cry

Left alone, in my heart
Six feet under
Cry in pain, dead inside
Six feet under

Fix the rose, stop the blood
Five feet Under
Kinda stuck, but It will mend
Five feet under

Now I'm stuck, Left for dead
Four feet under
Sometimes, I feel like shit
Four feet under

Getting better, all alone
Three feet under
I put my faith, in him for once
Three feet under

Music tastes, so damn good
Two feet under
I can listen again, to our song
Two feet under

Your almost there, you can grasp the air
a feet under
Tears of joy, crack a smile
a feet under

I'm finally out, finally free
I'm over the sea
I can love again, I can be me
I'm over t

Don't Listen To Them

Don't listen to them
Don't let them feed you lies
You're perfect, just the way you are

Don't give them the gain
Don't let them feed on your despair
You're golden inside, I know you are

Don't give them a reason
They enjoy seeing you suffer
But in the end it's not worth the while

Their mouths are like open graves
They tell only lies
For deep inside, you're worth more than a thousand diamonds that shine

I Walk This Earth, For Nothing

I walk this earth, for nothing
I have no dreams
No ambitions
I have no hope, for tomorrow

I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I can hardly smile
I rarely cry
My emotions, they are dead

I walk this earth, for nothing
I walk this earth
simply to walk on it
I walk this earth, and I keep moving

Nothingness, that's my reason
My reason to smile
My reason to cry
My reason, for everything I do

Nothingness, is my hope
The reason I live
The reason I will die
Nothingness, a sweet word

For me, nothingness is a reason, it's a reason to live
also , life is a dark road, you never know what you will find

This Is Gonna Take A Long Time

You must love yourself to love others
....... This is going to take a long time

The Darkness In Me

The darkness embraces me
I'm getting cold
The darkness inside of me
It's so very old

You have made it grow
It has found its way
You have made it show
And it won't go away

Those words they beat me
I'm in pain
For lies they feed me
Its in vain

I know the truth
I'm the one to blame
But my darkness within
It won't go away

I hope someone will cast a light
On my shattered heart
I hope someone will love
This monster I'm

Without light, there is no shadow
Without good, there is no bad
Without death ,we wouldn't be alive
And without hate, we wouldn't feel love

Would You Care?

If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?

If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry

If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me

If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there

I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you

I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining

And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring

The Water Is DeepShort Story 1

The Water Is Deep

Jon stood at the edge of a small harbor in St Olafsburg. He looked down into the lake, it had to be far enough for his plan, it had to be. It was in the middle of March and there wasn't a single boat there, and no one ever came at this time of the year. They wouldn't notice, they never notice.

He pulled up his dark jeans from his butt and grabbed the garbage on his right. He walked away from the harbor and to the rocky beach right next to it. He looked for heavy rocks, there were few but they would still do their job. Jon found 10 large rocks and placed them into the garbage bag. He walked over to the edge o

Bandaid Box

I wish I could be a band aid box
Covering your scars and cuts
Heal your wounds and make it alright

I wish I could be a band aid box
For then I could fix the pain I have caused
Help them heal and spread some love

I wish I could be a band aid box
A tiny little band aid box
So I could fix the pain I have caused

I Don't Wanna Grow Up

I don't want to grow up
It was so much more fun
When I didn't understand
What happened around me, how it fell

I don't want to get old
Be wise and all that
For after years of living
I would know that life, isn't intact

I don't want to get a place of my own
Responsibility isn't my thing
I wouldn't be able to watch my offspring
knowing what they would face, a dying world
And a hope, left for dead

I want to stay young
I want to be unknowing
For in the end
Being stupid, will make it easier
To accept the end

My World Is Dead

Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead

Happy Poem?

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, on the inside I'm not happy

Someone asked me to smile for the camera
But how can I, When I'm falling part

Someone asked me to laugh my real laugh
But I can't, there is something wrong with me

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, I'm not happy inside

And happiness is the only emotion
I can't fake

Open Your EyesIf you can't face my lies
Then how will you accept the truth?
if you can't open your eyes
Then how can you claim to see through?
If you can't understand me
Then why do you even bother?
I make it as simple as I can
But you just can't get it

Alien

I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
They move on
They're fine

I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
I'm crying
And I'm dying

I must be an alien
The only thing that I want
Is a friend
To hold me, to control me

I wish I could turn humanoid
Maybe then I wouldn't be alone
I'm broken
And I'm open

I must be an alien
I'm on the outside looking in
I'm Hoping
For nothing

Dead Inside

I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside

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I will tell you this secret
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My heart was broken
My rose was bleeding
And when I’d lost all hope
An angel came to see me

I’ve never felt these feelings
These emotions they are so great
And when I wake up in the morning
The angel is on my mind

A year with her is closing in
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My heart was a rose
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It takes you in
And comes when you least expect it

The dark forest
Comfort you
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As you venture deeper into the darkness
You feel this presence sitting on your shoulder
As it gets comfortable you remember the feeling
And it fills you with fright

The dark forest
Horrible in its own way
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Inside there is no turning back
While you know you don’t want to do this

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My HeroMy Hero

'' Next presentation, Lucas! '' The teacher said fast and commanding. A sixteen years old boy got up from his chair and walked slowly to the teacher's desk. He was nervous, he felt his palms getting sweaty and his heart beat like a bass drum, hard and regularly. The teenager gazed over the classroom and he could see faces he knew, and some which he despised.

He swallowed hard before he started speaking with a shaking voice '' M-my hero. ''
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Memories From YesterdayMemories from yesterday
Came to haunt me today
The tears I spill tonight
I hope they will quickly end

I'm blessed with this curse
I can't forget who you are
And at times that make me hurt
For every stab I've felt
I know they're mostly from you

From yesterday all the dreams
They come to haunt me today
I need somebody someone
To hold me tonight when I realize this pain

I'm blessed with these memories
I'm bless with this hurt
For every step that I make
I know you won't be there
On my way

All this came from yesterday
And I know it sounds like dirty
But this is my life
And I hate it so much

RearrangeI don't understand it
When you're talking to my face
I don't accept it
That you treat me like shit

But this is what we have become
We have gone too far
From pride we have fallen
Let's rearrange this and build It up

I don't understand when
You're treating me like shit
I don't want to hurt you
But I'm falling for your tricks

How did we become this
How did we lose all hope
Lets rise from the ashes
Let's rearrange this and built it up

So now we have walked a thousand miles
But we haven't learned
We crossed the corners of the earth
But this just won't work

Why do we keep hoping
This has gone far enough
Let's watch this crumb

BreathlessHere I'm once again
Just checking if you're okay
It's a long time since I last saw you
And I know we're not friends

But even though
you want me gone
It's not that easy to leave
To be honest, you're a part of me

I hope you won't notice
That I've been here
If you do then I know you'll leave
But I love watching you, when I do I can't breath

Even if I'm dead to you
You're still on my mind
You used to be a part of me
And I'm sorry I can't let you go

I wonder what's the right thing
I wonder what to do
Maybe I should just stare at you
And you'll leave me breathless till I die

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The Snake Of Eden

by ~Meandor117, Feb 20, 2012, 2:29:00 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I'm the snake of Eden
I twist and turn
Your every word

I turn friends to foes
I bring pain in love
And your pain, will grow

I'm the snake of Eden
I'm the picture of Satan
The all mighty

I'm the snake of Eden
I'm The snake of pain
I'm the snake of loss
And I'm the snake, for the forsaken

Send your child onto me
And they will be baptized
IN blood and fear

For I'm The snake of Eden
I'm Satan himself
I'm the lies, in your head