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Sea Of Depression

Left alone, in my heart
Six feet under
Cry in pain, dead inside
Six feet under

Fix the rose, stop the blood
Five feet Under
Kinda stuck, but It will mend
Five feet under

Now I'm stuck, Left for dead
Four feet under
Sometimes, I feel like shit
Four feet under

Getting better, all alone
Three feet under
I put my faith, in him for once
Three feet under

Music tastes, so damn good
Two feet under
I can listen again, to our song
Two feet under

Your almost there, you can grasp the air
a feet under
Tears of joy, crack a smile
a feet under

I'm finally out, finally free
I'm over the sea
I can love again, I can be me
I'm over t

My World Is Dead

Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead

This Is Gonna Take A Long Time

You must love yourself to love others
....... This is going to take a long time

I Walk This Earth, For Nothing

I walk this earth, for nothing
I have no dreams
No ambitions
I have no hope, for tomorrow

I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I can hardly smile
I rarely cry
My emotions, they are dead

I walk this earth, for nothing
I walk this earth
simply to walk on it
I walk this earth, and I keep moving

Nothingness, that's my reason
My reason to smile
My reason to cry
My reason, for everything I do

Nothingness, is my hope
The reason I live
The reason I will die
Nothingness, a sweet word

For me, nothingness is a reason, it's a reason to live
also , life is a dark road, you never know what you will find

Dead Inside

I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside

Would You Care?

If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?

If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry

If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me

If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there

I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you

I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining

And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring

Dear Scouting Knife

No darling, I won't crawl back to you again
Stop calling, your voice will die in my head
You won't fix it, I'm better off on my own
Dear scouting knife, Leave me alone

I Don't Wanna Grow Up

I don't want to grow up
It was so much more fun
When I didn't understand
What happened around me, how it fell

I don't want to get old
Be wise and all that
For after years of living
I would know that life, isn't intact

I don't want to get a place of my own
Responsibility isn't my thing
I wouldn't be able to watch my offspring
knowing what they would face, a dying world
And a hope, left for dead

I want to stay young
I want to be unknowing
For in the end
Being stupid, will make it easier
To accept the end

The Darkness In Me

The darkness embraces me
I'm getting cold
The darkness inside of me
It's so very old

You have made it grow
It has found its way
You have made it show
And it won't go away

Those words they beat me
I'm in pain
For lies they feed me
Its in vain

I know the truth
I'm the one to blame
But my darkness within
It won't go away

I hope someone will cast a light
On my shattered heart
I hope someone will love
This monster I'm

Without light, there is no shadow
Without good, there is no bad
Without death ,we wouldn't be alive
And without hate, we wouldn't feel love

I Don't Want A Super Hero

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm not looking for someone to save the day
I'm not looking for a person who will lift the skies in my name
I'm looking for someone who stays

I'm not looking for a god
I'm not looking for someone to clear the heavens
I'm not looking for someone that doesn't hate
I'm looking for someone that makes me want to live another day

I'm not looking for a macho guy or a shy girl
I'm not looking for a fairytale
I'm not looking for someone who only stays in bed
I'm looking for someone that makes me smile each day

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm looking for someone who stays
I'm looking for someone th

They say that every scars tells a story
Well, then I'm a fucking history book

Sometimes I wish I was dead
Sometimes I want to change the past
Sometimes I regret
And sometimes I'm hurt

Sometimes I smile
Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I Hate
And sometimes I'm emotional

Sometimes I wish
Sometimes I hope
sometimes I dream
And sometimes I crawl

But in the end
I'm still me
And if you want to change that
Then I got two words for you

Fuck off

Don't Listen To Them

Don't listen to them
Don't let them feed you lies
You're perfect, just the way you are

Don't give them the gain
Don't let them feed on your despair
You're golden inside, I know you are

Don't give them a reason
They enjoy seeing you suffer
But in the end it's not worth the while

Their mouths are like open graves
They tell only lies
For deep inside, you're worth more than a thousand diamonds that shine

The Snake Of Eden

I'm the snake of Eden
I twist and turn
Your every word

I turn friends to foes
I bring pain in love
And your pain, will grow

I'm the snake of Eden
I'm the picture of Satan
The all mighty

I'm the snake of Eden
I'm The snake of pain
I'm the snake of loss
And I'm the snake, for the forsaken

Send your child onto me
And they will be baptized
IN blood and fear

For I'm The snake of Eden
I'm Satan himself
I'm the lies, in your head

I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
They move on
They're fine

I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
I'm crying
And I'm dying

I must be an alien
The only thing that I want
Is a friend
To hold me, to control me

I wish I could turn humanoid
Maybe then I wouldn't be alone
I'm broken
And I'm open

I must be an alien
I'm on the outside looking in
I'm Hoping
For nothing

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BreathlessHere I'm once again
Just checking if you're okay
It's a long time since I last saw you
And I know we're not friends

But even though
you want me gone
It's not that easy to leave
To be honest, you're a part of me

I hope you won't notice
That I've been here
If you do then I know you'll leave
But I love watching you, when I do I can't breath

Even if I'm dead to you
You're still on my mind
You used to be a part of me
And I'm sorry I can't let you go

I wonder what's the right thing
I wonder what to do
Maybe I should just stare at you
And you'll leave me breathless till I die

I Can't Be your Knight In Shining ArmorIf you could see me now
You would know I'm not the same
But you won't give me a chance

I know I'm not perfect
You don't have to say it twice
But my imperfection is me

I can't be your knight
That armor is too heavy for me
You will find someone else, stronger and free

That person will be free
Until you corrupt him
With this idea of perfection

To be imperfect
Is the be perfect
That's how you're yourself

And didn't you always say
Be yourself?

Tomorrow Is Another DayHow can I dream
When I'm hurt?
How can I smile
When I'm dirt?

How can I hope
When I'm forgotten?
How can I be
When I'm nothing?

I don't know how
But there are some things
That you just have to do
If not for yourself
Then for someone close

I don't know if these words
Will impact you, or set an impression
But take this advice
From an old cutter
It gets better, even if your life has melted like butter

You're not forgotten
You're always in someone's mind
You're not dirt
Cause to someone you shine

There is still hope for you
Even if your dream is broken
I noticed that
When the girl I loved, came even closer

Don't hurt yo

ExhaustedI gave myself time to regain my strength
But as I recover, I notice how much easier it is to be exhausted

I TalkI talk like I'm sad
I speak without thinking
Cause without my losses
I wouldn't be the person I'm today
The deeper the knife stabs
The darker my soul gets
It gets darkened by wisdom
My innocence is pushed away

Keep On ShiningThis truth it has stabbed my heart
Like a thousand needles slowly making their way
This love has made me fall apart
I'm broken glass, I'm the broken glass of man

The stabs gets harder every day
The needles they come closer to my heart
As I grow it tears me to pieces
I'm tattered cloth, thrown in the litter

As I try to recover and stand straight
I realize how crocked my back has been all this time
I can't walk straight
Cause my guilt and my shame, brings me down

But even thought through all this
I have still small light that shines to me every day
Cause even in my darkest days
It can still make me smile, it always wants me to

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Rain

by ~Meandor117, Feb 20, 2012, 12:45:52 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Some people walk out to cry in the rain
But I'm a lazy person
I walk into the shower to cry

Rainby ~Meandor117

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2012-2013 ~Meandor117

This is bacilly me XD I do not go out in the rain to cry as most people do, I just step in the shower ^^

On another note, the blog where I found this picture is closed it seems, I have been looking for another link with the same picture but I couldn't

[link] This is just the picture, and I do not have Copyrigth of it

~NoXCaiN Mar 22, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I like how you put the* smallest*
Bit of good humer into some of these evan if not on purpose and they are still powerful

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~Tatibear Mar 17, 2012 Student Artist

I don't remember making this quote?! What...? Yu made it? Describes me so well D:

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~Meandor117 Mar 17, 2012

Yeah I made it XD

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~Tatibear Mar 17, 2012 Student Artist

Good job!

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~KronosPayne Mar 13, 2012

I love how your Poems are so simple but strike such tender strings of the heart so well

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~Meandor117 Mar 13, 2012

Thanks

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~maloriblackmon Feb 23, 2012 Hobbyist Photographer

this describes me lol

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~Meandor117 Feb 29, 2012

It describes alot of people

And sorry for late awnser, I think I missclicked and deleted your comment at the acctivity thing -.-

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~maloriblackmon Feb 29, 2012 Hobbyist Photographer

its ok and ikr

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~Meandor117 Feb 29, 2012

But stuff gets better :3 I hope your life is going the right way :3

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