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I'm So Tired Of Being Here
I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?
MirrorIt helps when you cover up with makeup,
because you feel your too ugly not to.

To help when you think something is stuck in your teeth,
because mom's cooking always seems to.

To help when you're taking a picture of yourself,
because no pictures should come out blurry and ugly.

And yet it doesn't help me see who I am.

It doesn't help if I look into that mirror,
To check and see if I'm still awake,
If I'm still alive.

Or am I daydreaming again?
Lying in my own world of nothingness.
Where nothing has to make sense,
Thus there must be nothing.

This thing that I throw down at the ground,
Shattering it to pieces,
Because it
Happy Poem?
Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, on the inside I'm not happy

Someone asked me to smile for the camera
But how can I, When I'm falling part

Someone asked me to laugh my real laugh
But I can't, there is something wrong with me

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, I'm not happy inside

And happiness is the only emotion
I can't fake
I Don't Want A Super Hero
I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm not looking for someone  to save the day
I'm not looking for a person who will lift the skies in my name
I'm looking for someone who stays

I'm not looking for a god
I'm not looking for someone to clear the heavens
I'm not looking for someone that doesn't hate
I'm looking for someone that makes me want to live another day

I'm not looking for a macho guy or a shy girl
I'm not looking for a fairytale
I'm not looking for someone who only stays in bed
I'm looking for someone that makes me smile each day

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm looking for someone who stays
I'm looking for someone th
Keep Going"Smile Through the Pain"

Can you see it? I am happy-I am alive
Can you see it? The scars of a thousand words
I am still going
Still fighting
Still hoping
I have been brought down
      been beaten
Been bullied
But for some reason the one thing I am sure I can do
Is smile
Through the tears, through the agony
Is smile
Because one thing is real
And I am no longer letting YOU take it away from me
The White Cloth
Stain that white cloth
Take away its cleanness, and innocence
Stain that White cloth
Do not think what it feels, think about yourself

The cloth won't stay the same
And the bully, the bully loved to take away the innocence
The cloth is a victim
And the bully, he thinks about his pleasure of torturing it

Either it's a piece cloth, a paper or a pen
When the bully is done, it will never be the same
The cloth is stained, the paper is ripped to pieces and the pen is broken, bleeding it's ink
The bully looks at his victims, with pride, he loves hearing their cries

Never stain the cloth
For in the end, that stain stays
Never stain the
I'm The Salt
I'm the salt
In your wound
I was made to make it hurt
But I'm myself

I'm the salt
In your wound
I used to make things heal
But I changed
What have I become

My sweetest friend?
I don't like the one I am
But it's so hard for me to change

I'm the salt
And you can't turn me into flour
Something innocent, something pure
I'm the salt, rub me in your wound
Fly, Please Fly
Please fly
I don't care if your body doesn't have wings
Because for me you are an angel
Beautiful and free

Please fly
Don't let them push you down
Your mind will never fall
Cause it is beautiful and free

Your soul is a bird
Don't let them cage it in
Let it fly, please let it fly
Because your soul is beautiful and free
Heart Attack"Heart Attack"

Please leave the door open for me, starlight

I might not be coming home tonight

Though my mind tells myself I feel fine

I guess my body won the battle this time

My heart did feel heavy that particular day

But such a burden to others I never like to say

What is bothering me or the way that I feel

They pry me open like a weapon concealed

But all around me people were screaming

For what I don't know the purpose or meaning

But just then I felt the plastic on my face

And a warm fluid enter my veins

The last thing I remember were simple words

"I'll always love you" by my favorite girl

And those lights that shined brigh
I Won't Let You Fall ApartHey, do hear me?
Take my hand.
Hurry!
Before they see!

No, I won't let go.
I won't let you fall
apart.
I can't watch you slip
away.

Yes, it's worth saving!
Hurry!
I'll hide you away from them!
Please, hurry!

Shine, darling.
See your beauty.
Don't run away.
Take my hand.

Because this is something I have to do.
I'll build the wall
I'll keep them on the other side.

I won't let you fall apart.
Kiss Your ScarsSharp blades to the skin
Sharp darts to the heart
Drink water to make you thin
He tore your world apart

Reflections of a former self
Indelibly etched on your memory
Take those thoughts and emotions
and share each one of them with me

I will put them with my own
My lies, my deceit, my sin
Kiss your scars, heal the wounds
of your perfect skin

Kiss your scars, heal your heart
Taste your blood on my lips
My heart now beats as one with yours
For each other we now choose to exist
On The EdgeI'm standing on the edge
I can feel the air hit my body
It could all be an illusion
And I can be an adventurer

I can be the explorer of the afterlife
I could be the first to venture there
I could be the first to break from this illusion
But what if there is nothing past this edge

As children we explore
And we find and learn
As adults we have learned
And we crave to explore

As I curl my toes on the edge
I think of who will care if I do
Cause I'm standing on the rooftop
Ready to fall, ready for a new start
Cousin Of DeathCousin of death, take me in
Let me rest, forgive this sin
I haven't lost it all, but I show pain
And soon I guess, I will walk in the rain

Oh cold winter, don't remind me
Of how, I couldn't see
Oh cold winters day, you're as cold as my heart
Remind me of the days, when it was warm

Cousin of death, comfort me
Make me believe, this isn't the best of me
Cousin of death, invite your friends
Cause agony and suffering, is better in the end

Death, I have been alive way to long
Your cousin, makes me wish that I was wrong
Cause I don't wanna wake up
So please, take me in your warm blankets
And don't let me open my eyes
Ever again
Society's FreaksThis world is cruel
if you're different from the rules,

but there is a place
for unknown faces,
where the freaks unite
ignoring society's insult-packed bites

They fall
and crawl.

Yet they don't give in
to this world's sins.

They keep their march steady,
they're always ready
to get up, ignoring the disapproval everyone sends
til the pain and darkness is at an end.

One day, you will have to choose a path
along with the sins, whether greed or wrath,
choose the path different from the rest,
because that is where you'll shine best.
A Heart Of GoldA heart of gold
Can't fully heal
A heart as black as darkness
But it can give it some light
And help it recover
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If I Had WingsOne wish
The one I wish for the most
To have a pair of wings so strong

I want to fly
I want to feel free
I want to look at the humans walking in the streets

I would use them to fly away
I would use them to help
I would use them to give people fun

I would use them to make a shelter
For people when it rains
I would be a nicer guy

But I know
That even if I had
They would be stolen and sold
For even the kind
Even the lost
Seems to have enemies

My wings would be broken and ripped off
Leaving me to bleed to death
My wings would be forever gone
If I did something great with them
In The Dark, There Is Always LightThere are places so dark
That we can't see
There are places so dark
That we feel lonely

There are whispers in the dark
That makes our ears bleed
There are whispers in the dark
That makes us scared

As the darkness surrounds us
We look for a light
As the darkness embraces us
We start to fight

We don't want to live a life
In the dark
We don't want to live a life
In the shadows

As we look for a source of light
We realize
As we look for a small hope
We understand

There is always someone there
Even when it's dark
There is always someone there
Who will ignite your spark

You're never alone
Even in the dark
You're never alone
One Thousand ApologiesI know you will forgive
Whatever I do wrong
I know that you will listen
To the tiniest problems I have

One thousand apologies
For everything I did
One thousand apologies
For ever broken dream I shred

Iknow you will hold me
When I feel so alone
I know you will be there
When I'm broken and forgotten

One thousand apologies
I know I abuse the facts
One thousand apologies
For crawling every time I need you

It's like I'm a stone
Cause I know you will come
It's like I'm a stone
But I can't stand alone

One thousand apologies
For abusing your kindness
One thousand punches
Wont give me what I deserve

I do not deserve this mer
On The EdgeI'm standing on the edge
I can feel the air hit my body
It could all be an illusion
And I can be an adventurer

I can be the explorer of the afterlife
I could be the first to venture there
I could be the first to break from this illusion
But what if there is nothing past this edge

As children we explore
And we find and learn
As adults we have learned
And we crave to explore

As I curl my toes on the edge
I think of who will care if I do
Cause I'm standing on the rooftop
Ready to fall, ready for a new start
How Does It Look Like, On The Other SideVers 1

Are you here?
Can you hear me?
I just wonder
How it is on the other side
Are you fine now?
Does it hurt so much now?

Chorus

I tried all I could
In the end it didn't help
I tried to mend you
But I failed
So I ask you, my friend
Before I join you, myself
How does it look like
On the other side

Vers 2

Are you here?
Can you hear me
Sorry to bother
But I miss you too much
Why did this happen?
How did this come to be?

Chorus

I tried all I could
In the end it didn't help
I tried to mend you
But I failed
So I ask you, my friend
Before I join you, myself
How does it look like
On the other side

Vers 3

It's hard
In BalanceI swear I'm alive
This is god's way to define
Me as a human being
And me as a broken dream

Don't cry for this lost hope
Cause I'm already gone
But heaven doesn't wait
Hell is there and it will take

Loué soit le Seigneur
Je suis allé en enfer
Die aujourd'hui
Parce que là, votre âme est à vendre

I believed in my heart
But now I slave for the devil and his dark
I used to love and live
Now I'm working against my will

Heaven wont cry for this lost soul
Cause the fires of hell
Even they need warmth
There is a balance, and now I'm in it

Loué soit le Seigneur
Et sa cour
Car eux seuls en boiront le v

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Please, Save Me

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Please, save me
I'm going under
Please, save me
I'm drowning in my tears

Please, save me
I'm not gonna make it
Please, save me
I don't want to lose this battle

Please, save me
But you ignored my plea
Please, save me
You left me for dead

Please, don't save me
For this time, I will save myself
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Yeah, bacilly what I think now a days :3 I know that I have gotten stronger and this time, I will save myself :3

Also I didn't feel like getting a picture for this :D And for the new watchers, I double post on saturday and sunday :3
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*CaledonCat Apr 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
As long as you don't WANT to loose your battle you WON'T.As long as you don't want to you will be strong enough.After this barrle you will be even stronger.

Beautiful very touching poem.
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~i-am-tsukiko Mar 25, 2012  Student General Artist
Alice in wonderland pool of tears...that's what I thought of.

Aside from that, I really like this, my thoughts is that it's for standing up for yourself, when others wont.
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~Julybugg Mar 25, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
While the premise is powerful enough here, I really don't think it's been carried through as well as you're probably capable of doing. The poem as a whole feels rather repetitive, and the rhythm is made a little bland by the unvaried line length. Overall, I just don't think there's much in this piece that really makes it jump out or feel that memorable to me - though, like I said, I don't doubt that with a little extra effort there'd be a vast improvement in execution. Don't be a generic poet in a sea of generic poets.
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~Toxicotic Mar 25, 2012
Cheer up, emo kid.
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=Sugarfinch Mar 25, 2012  Student
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~Julybugg Mar 25, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Seconded.
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~MsWikit Mar 25, 2012
You just kind of hit the nail on the head. I applaud you.
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~MsWikit Mar 25, 2012
While it isn't necessarily bad, this poem isn't memorable to me at all. It's like you took a bunch of Evanescence lyrics and put them into one poem. Work on coming up with more original metaphors and ideas.
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Mood: Adoration ~MelloYelloChocoFello Mar 25, 2012
So true and honest. Lovely.
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