deviant art

Deviant Login
Buy ArtBuy T-Shirts & Gear Buy adCast Buy Premium Membership
Shop		  Join deviantART for FREE Take the Tour
×
The Wet InkI hope you know
That every night
You're in my head

I hope you know
That I still care
And that I did was wrong

The ink is wet
As I write
On this piece of paper

For the tears
Of my sins
They won't disappear
I'm So Tired Of Being Here
I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?
A Sweet Kiss DarlingA sweet kiss darling, that's all I need
A warm hug and your comforting words

A hard punch darling, that's all I need
A beating and the screaming makes my day

A dark corner darling, that's all I need
A place to hide away and be free

A sweet kiss darling, that's all I need
A word of sorrow and your cries for forgiveness
Please, Save MePlease, save me
I'm going under
Please, save me
I'm drowning in my tears

Please, save me
I'm not gonna make it
Please, save me
I don't want to lose this battle

Please, save me
But you ignored my plea
Please, save me
You left me for dead

Please, don't save me
For this time, I will save myself
Open The GatesOpen the gate
But enter at risk
If you lose
Then you won't be able to quit

Do not stray
You will get lost
If you do
Then you won't find the way

Open the gate
But enter at risk
I got lost
And now I wish I could quit
In The Dark, There Is Always LightThere are places so dark
That we can't see
There are places so dark
That we feel lonely

There are whispers in the dark
That makes our ears bleed
There are whispers in the dark
That makes us scared

As the darkness surrounds us
We look for a light
As the darkness embraces us
We start to fight

We don't want to live a life
In the dark
We don't want to live a life
In the shadows

As we look for a source of light
We realize
As we look for a small hope
We understand

There is always someone there
Even when it's dark
There is always someone there
Who will ignite your spark

You're never alone
Even in the dark
You're never alone
Society's FreaksThis world is cruel
if you're different from the rules,

but there is a place
for unknown faces,
where the freaks unite
ignoring society's insult-packed bites

They fall
and crawl.

Yet they don't give in
to this world's sins.

They keep their march steady,
they're always ready
to get up, ignoring the disapproval everyone sends
til the pain and darkness is at an end.

One day, you will have to choose a path
along with the sins, whether greed or wrath,
choose the path different from the rest,
because that is where you'll shine best.
DreamsI'm sick of you
leave me alone!
My head can't stop
Thinking about you

I'm sick of being down
Depressed and suicidal
My smile isn't always there
Stop haunting me!

I'm sick of your sweet voice
It rings in my head
When you played on my drums
Now I can't touch the sticks no more!

I wish I was perfect
The guy of your dreams
My bloody tears
They paint my cheeks

I wish I could hug you
And kiss your head
Tell you while you slept
I love for forever my dear

But those dreams
They are dead
I'm alone
And left for dead

My soul is evil
My heart is black
My eyes don't sparkle
And my wrists they bled

I wish my dreams wouldn't die
Fly, Please Fly
Please fly
I don't care if your body doesn't have wings
Because for me you are an angel
Beautiful and free

Please fly
Don't let them push you down
Your mind will never fall
Cause it is beautiful and free

Your soul is a bird
Don't let them cage it in
Let it fly, please let it fly
Because your soul is beautiful and free
Pray For Me
Pray for me
For I don't know, if I will make it through the day
Pray for me
For I don't know, If I will fight the urge again

Pray for me
For I won't bother god, he has better thing to do
Pray for me
For in the end, I won't make it through the day

Pray for me
I don't know, if I have the strength
Pray for me
Please do, before I come to an end

Don't let me fall asleep
Just pray, that I will be awake
For the sleep I mentioned
Is the eternal one, the real one

Pray for me
If you truly, love me
HeartbeatThat's the sound of the time bomb ticking away
When it is gone nothing will remain
So are you sure that you want to stay?
For that's the sound of my time bomb ticking away

Why does god want us to go through this pain?
And why do we bother if it's in vain
So why do I even want to stay?
Why does god want us to go through this pain?

I don't deserve you why can't you see?
You're better than someone like me
Why would you want even me?
I don't deserve you why can't you see?

Why should I take all of your shit?
There's a limit of what I can't take
Come on just give me sometime
Why should I take all of your shit?

That's the sound of m
Thin EscapeYou're my spider's thread.
A grain of hope
out of this eternal darkness.

But I'm afraid.
If I tug on this thread,
will you pull me out of this hole?

Or will I pull you in with me?
He's The UnknownI'm looking in the mirror
And what do I see?
A boy that looks just like me
But this can't be me

He has a small smile on his lips
My lips forms a frown
His eyes sparkle
Mine are dull

His face is relaxed
Mine is full of anger
His hands are free
mine are tied

This boy in the mirror
Is my small mask
The boy I show
When I'm around

This isn't me
I'm not who you think
This boy in the mirror
He is the unknown
Today may be the endToday may be the end, because I fear I'm giving in,
Cause this endless battle, seems the one that I won't win.
I'm saying my goodbyes, because I will soon be gone,
In a short amount of time, everything went wrong.

I'm nursing the gap, where my heart used to be,
I've locked it away, and hidden the key.
The thought of trusting, another person anymore,
Terrifies me, deep down to my core.

I've been hurt a lot, but this was by far the worst,
Though this single blow to shatter my heart was a first.
Usually I'm stronger, but this time I was beat,
You can relish in my tears, and smile at my defeat.

I'm done with the phoney laughter, finis
My Emo CornerMy safe house
My friend
You're always there when I need you
I know where you are
You never move
You never complain
You just wait for me
All the time

My emo corner
You're the best friend I have ever had
Browse More Like This

More from ~Meandor117

Dead Inside
I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside
I'm Hurt Inside
I want to live, I want to love
But there's only pain
I want to take, a leap of faith
But what can I gain?

I want to scream, I want to shout
I just want out
Please let it stop, my blood boils
I have a monster inside

At time's I'm close, I don't want to
Please don't leave me
The blade calls my name, I need a release
But I won't

I wonder, do I deserve this?
I'm tortured mentally
It's a surprise, that I'm still alive
And I guess I won't stop that

At least not yet

I'm hurt inside
and it just grows
Don't Cry, I'm Still Alive
Don't cry, I'm still alive
My body just died, I'm still alive
My spirit has moved on, to the skies
My body died, but I'm still alive

Tell dad, he was the best he could be
Tell mom, that I loved her more than I could see
Tell my siblings, that I will miss their laughs
Don't cry, I'm still alive

I just needed, one more cut
But that was more, than enough
I cut to deep in my wrist, now my body is drained
Please, Don't cry, I'm still alive

What I did, I left them behind
Now I'm with god, and his angels alike
But when I look down, I regret
I see all the pain, I have spread

Don't cry, I'm still alive
Don't cry, my funeral is just a

Featured in Groups

:iconemo-club: :iconwriters-guild-da: :iconbleedingheartspoetry: :iconink-slingers: :iconlooselacespoetry: :iconwriting-rampage: :iconworld-of-the-writer: :iconthe-poetry-cafe:
×

Open My Doors

:iconmeandor117:

Keep me on my feet
For my strength is not enough
Hold me while I sleep
Cause I'm afraid, that I won't wake up

Kiss me on my cheek
For I need to know what it feels like
Help me build my dreams
Cause those I made alone, they died and fell apart

Make me lose my mind
I want to be lost in you
Help me go insane
For if I'm crazy with you, nothing else will matter

Light a candle for me
I'm afraid to touch the flame
Open up my doors
For in the end, it was I who locked them
Alone

3,832

374 150 51
:iconmeandor117:

Open My Doorsby ~Meandor117

DescriptionDetailsShare
Download HTML download, 665 bytes
After being hurt in many different ways, you close yourself in, I did this myself, and maybe some people do not do this but I wouldnt suggest it in anyway, its horrible :( But found someone helping me without know it :3 And if she reads this then she will know that i mean her :3
©2012-2013 ~Meandor117
Category: Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Details

Stats

Submitted on
March 25, 2012
File Size
665 bytes
Submitted with
Sta.sh
Views
3,832 (2 today)
Favourites
374 (who?)
Comments
150
Downloads
51
URL
Thumb
Only verified accounts can report policy violations. Please check your email and click on the verification link.
* Required field
Add a Comment:
 
Preview   Add Comment
love 3 3 joy 1 1 wow 0 0 mad 0 0 sad 0 0 fear 0 0 neutral 0 0
:icondomosushiluver:
~DomoSushiLuver Apr 29, 2012
aww
Reply
:iconaubunlights:
~AubunLights Apr 24, 2012  Hobbyist
If only god could give me someone like that:D
Reply
:icondarkthrop:
~Darkthrop Mar 31, 2012
too much awesomeness for meeeeee
Reply
:iconcaiticox:
Mood: Love ~caiticox Mar 28, 2012
This is beautiful!!! Great job! :D
Reply
:iconanimealyssa:
Mood: Cheerful !AnimeAlyssa Mar 26, 2012
This is SO SWEET! :heart: Who ever she is she's VERY lucky! :D
Reply
:iconluvserenity000:
!luvserenity000 Mar 26, 2012  Student Writer
I love it! Im glad you found someone to help you get through it!
Reply
:iconaubunlights:
~AubunLights Mar 26, 2012  Hobbyist
I'm very happy for you:) me I'm still trying to find that one person that I can truly confide in:)
Reply
:iconnightmeadow:
~NightMeadow Mar 25, 2012
O-wow, this is like.. really beautiful :33 :33 Men, jeg kan ikke finde ud af om jeg synes det er sørgeligt eller glædesfyldt :3 XD
Reply
:iconmeandor117:
~Meandor117 Mar 25, 2012
Hvorfor skulle det vere sørgelig? :3
Reply
:iconnightmeadow:
~NightMeadow Mar 26, 2012
Altså jeg mener, det som det var før var sørgeligt, men det som det er nu, lyder meget godt :3 :33 Jeg kan ikke lade være med at tænke... sådan.... at... om det er... nej, ligemeget :33
Reply
Add a Comment:
 
Preview   Add Comment
©2013 deviantART. All rights reserved
About Us | Contact Us | Developers | Careers | Site Tour | Help & FAQ Advertise | Premium Membership Etiquette | Privacy Policy | Terms of Service | Copyright Policy