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On The EdgeI'm standing on the edge
I can feel the air hit my body
It could all be an illusion
And I can be an adventurer

I can be the explorer of the afterlife
I could be the first to venture there
I could be the first to break from this illusion
But what if there is nothing past this edge

As children we explore
And we find and learn
As adults we have learned
And we crave to explore

As I curl my toes on the edge
I think of who will care if I do
Cause I'm standing on the rooftop
Ready to fall, ready for a new start

In The Dark, There Is Always LightThere are places so dark
That we can't see
There are places so dark
That we feel lonely

There are whispers in the dark
That makes our ears bleed
There are whispers in the dark
That makes us scared

As the darkness surrounds us
We look for a light
As the darkness embraces us
We start to fight

We don't want to live a life
In the dark
We don't want to live a life
In the shadows

As we look for a source of light
We realize
As we look for a small hope
We understand

There is always someone there
Even when it's dark
There is always someone there
Who will ignite your spark

You're never alone
Even in the dark
You're never alone

DreamsI'm sick of you
leave me alone!
My head can't stop
Thinking about you

I'm sick of being down
Depressed and suicidal
My smile isn't always there
Stop haunting me!

I'm sick of your sweet voice
It rings in my head
When you played on my drums
Now I can't touch the sticks no more!

I wish I was perfect
The guy of your dreams
My bloody tears
They paint my cheeks

I wish I could hug you
And kiss your head
Tell you while you slept
I love for forever my dear

But those dreams
They are dead
I'm alone
And left for dead

My soul is evil
My heart is black
My eyes don't sparkle
And my wrists they bled

I wish my dreams wouldn't die

Mother Earth, I'm So SorryI have forgotten how we got here
Why did we do this
Mother earth is crying
As we bomb each other to dust
This was foreseen

Are we blind?
Can't we see?
That we cause this pain and misery
Has the telly destroyed our feelings?
Are we blind?
Do we not see?

As the butterfly Runs away
It's wings are cut off
No more dreams of happiness
No more laugher in the streets
This was foreseen

Are we blind?
Can't we see?
This is not fair these chilly screams
As the children of the future are being murdered
I think we see
But our deaf ear is in the way

How can we have forgotten
About the camps
Have we all bent over
Are we someone's b

Please, Don'tPlease, don't
You don't realize
What will happen if you do
You speak to thousands
But you listen to no one else

Please, don't
Cut that wrist again
What pain you cause me
You scream for help
But you do not accept it

Please, don't
Don't make me
Build you your coffin
I don't want to paint you
With my misery tears

Please don't
Don't do it
Life has so much more
To offer you
Just give it time
And times a bitch
But happiness will come
And trust me, it's worth the wait

The Sweet MelodyThere was one boy
He sat alone in his room
Play his guitar
Poured his emotions on it

As he played
He started singing
His voice was shaking
And his face was covered in tears

He continued to play
As his melody was filled with more of his soul
He let out a gasp of misery
He feels this in his heart

And as he continued to build up
He suddenly stopped
And he realized
That this wouldn't heal him

It would take away the pain
For some moments
It would wash away the guilt
For only a second

He put the guitar down
And he got up
He opened his door
And whispered to himself

' I'm gonna fix this
I don't care what it takes
I'm sorry m

In BalanceI swear I'm alive
This is god's way to define
Me as a human being
And me as a broken dream

Don't cry for this lost hope
Cause I'm already gone
But heaven doesn't wait
Hell is there and it will take

Loué soit le Seigneur
Je suis allé en enfer
Die aujourd'hui
Parce que là, votre âme est à vendre

I believed in my heart
But now I slave for the devil and his dark
I used to love and live
Now I'm working against my will

Heaven wont cry for this lost soul
Cause the fires of hell
Even they need warmth
There is a balance, and now I'm in it

Loué soit le Seigneur
Et sa cour
Car eux seuls en boiront le v

Cousin Of DeathCousin of death, take me in
Let me rest, forgive this sin
I haven't lost it all, but I show pain
And soon I guess, I will walk in the rain

Oh cold winter, don't remind me
Of how, I couldn't see
Oh cold winters day, you're as cold as my heart
Remind me of the days, when it was warm

Cousin of death, comfort me
Make me believe, this isn't the best of me
Cousin of death, invite your friends
Cause agony and suffering, is better in the end

Death, I have been alive way to long
Your cousin, makes me wish that I was wrong
Cause I don't wanna wake up
So please, take me in your warm blankets
And don't let me open my eyes
Ever again

How Does It Look Like, On The Other SideVers 1

Are you here?
Can you hear me?
I just wonder
How it is on the other side
Are you fine now?
Does it hurt so much now?

Chorus

I tried all I could
In the end it didn't help
I tried to mend you
But I failed
So I ask you, my friend
Before I join you, myself
How does it look like
On the other side

Vers 2

Are you here?
Can you hear me
Sorry to bother
But I miss you too much
Why did this happen?
How did this come to be?

Chorus

I tried all I could
In the end it didn't help
I tried to mend you
But I failed
So I ask you, my friend
Before I join you, myself
How does it look like
On the other side

Vers 3

It's hard

A VictimHave you heard the news?
She has a new phone
Lets tease here, and have some fun
The next day, beside a grave

Have your heard the news?
She has posted another pic
She ain't pretty, She knows that inside
A mother cried, as her child did die

Have you heard the news?
She has another ex now
She deserved it, that little bitch
It was suicide, and the mothers tears they wont dry

Have you heard the news?
She killed herself
She was a wonderfull person, and loved everyone else
The mother knows, what killed her child

The next day, beside a grave
A mother cried, as her child did die
It was suicide, and the mothers tears they wont dry
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Life Is A Dream ( For The Dead )Life is a dream
It's the dream
Of the dead

When we wake up
We will slowly rise
Out of our graves

When we look around
We will see our earth
Dead and broken

As we take our first steps
And wake from our slumber
We realize that we killed ourselves

As we try to speak
But are unable
Cause our lungs are gone

That's when we realize
We shut ourselves up
This could be stopped

But now comes
How mankind failed
Listen closely my child

When we thought
That there was nothing to do
We went back to our graves
And went back to sleep

We got back into our dreams
We dreamed about living
Cause we are all dead
And when our life is ov

It's FunnyIt's funny
That no one said
That you where dead
And a demon has entered your skin

It's funny
That you blame me
For staying the way I'm
When you're supposed to love me for who I'm

It's funny
When I'm reminded
That the dreams we dreamt together
They will always decay on the ground and make me sick

I have become insane again
I have welcomed the pain again
I have become insane again
And to be honest, I love it

I RememberI remember everything
And I wish they would go away
These memory in my head
And these dreams, they are too real

I feel everything
The tears falling down my cheek
The sins pouring down my hands
The innocence washed away

I regret everything
And I know you do too
For trying, even when it fell apart
I still care, for me it wasn't the end

But sometimes
Things just do not go as planned
The harder you hold on to something
The more you suffocate it
But you won't notice
Till it's dead and gone

The RoseTear the rose apart
Let the blossom die
Tear it like you tear a heart
Fill it with your empty lies

Scream in deaths name
Cause that's what it does
Set it on fire
And as it burns laugh

The rose is your light
The rose is your dream
Still you destroy it
The virginity of pendants

The rose has its thorns
But it doesn't want to hurt you
The rose is insecure
And still it smells so sweet

The rose is a symbol
That makes us think
The rose is a hope
And it decays, In a dying world

On The InsideOn the inside I'm alone
In my head there is chaos
On the outside I'm free
I'm calm and just me

I hang myself everyday
Under my skin I kill myself
What you see is a smile
What you hear is a laugh

A lost soul looking for a purpose
What does it expect to find?
Answers or the truth?
Cause am I really alive?

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One Thousand Apologies

by ~Meandor117, Jul 10, 2012, 4:27:30 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I know you will forgive
Whatever I do wrong
I know that you will listen
To the tiniest problems I have

One thousand apologies
For everything I did
One thousand apologies
For ever broken dream I shred

Iknow you will hold me
When I feel so alone
I know you will be there
When I'm broken and forgotten

One thousand apologies
I know I abuse the facts
One thousand apologies
For crawling every time I need you

It's like I'm a stone
Cause I know you will come
It's like I'm a stone
But I can't stand alone

One thousand apologies
For abusing your kindness
One thousand punches
Wont give me what I deserve

I do not deserve this mercy
I do not deserve this at all
Why the angel fell for a demon
I will never understand

In my evil ways full of sin
You remind me
That every sinner has a future
And every saint has a past

One Thousand Apologiesby ~Meandor117

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I listend to a song called One Thousand Apologies by Demon Hunter ( Youtube link here [link] ) and I just got this after writing for a while O.o I dunno really what I can say about it, It's just as normal, my thoughts about different things XD