×

ExhaustedI gave myself time to regain my strength
But as I recover, I notice how much easier it is to be exhausted

Tomorrow Is Another DayHow can I dream
When I'm hurt?
How can I smile
When I'm dirt?

How can I hope
When I'm forgotten?
How can I be
When I'm nothing?

I don't know how
But there are some things
That you just have to do
If not for yourself
Then for someone close

I don't know if these words
Will impact you, or set an impression
But take this advice
From an old cutter
It gets better, even if your life has melted like butter

You're not forgotten
You're always in someone's mind
You're not dirt
Cause to someone you shine

There is still hope for you
Even if your dream is broken
I noticed that
When the girl I loved, came even closer

Don't hurt yo

The Sweet MelodyThere was one boy
He sat alone in his room
Play his guitar
Poured his emotions on it

As he played
He started singing
His voice was shaking
And his face was covered in tears

He continued to play
As his melody was filled with more of his soul
He let out a gasp of misery
He feels this in his heart

And as he continued to build up
He suddenly stopped
And he realized
That this wouldn't heal him

It would take away the pain
For some moments
It would wash away the guilt
For only a second

He put the guitar down
And he got up
He opened his door
And whispered to himself

' I'm gonna fix this
I don't care what it takes
I'm sorry m

In The Dark, There Is Always LightThere are places so dark
That we can't see
There are places so dark
That we feel lonely

There are whispers in the dark
That makes our ears bleed
There are whispers in the dark
That makes us scared

As the darkness surrounds us
We look for a light
As the darkness embraces us
We start to fight

We don't want to live a life
In the dark
We don't want to live a life
In the shadows

As we look for a source of light
We realize
As we look for a small hope
We understand

There is always someone there
Even when it's dark
There is always someone there
Who will ignite your spark

You're never alone
Even in the dark
You're never alone

I Can't Be your Knight In Shining ArmorIf you could see me now
You would know I'm not the same
But you won't give me a chance

I know I'm not perfect
You don't have to say it twice
But my imperfection is me

I can't be your knight
That armor is too heavy for me
You will find someone else, stronger and free

That person will be free
Until you corrupt him
With this idea of perfection

To be imperfect
Is the be perfect
That's how you're yourself

And didn't you always say
Be yourself?

SilenceSilence is the slowest form of suicide
Silence is what keeps us apart
Silence is the scream that everyone shouts

Silence is the lost dream we all have
Silence is the blood we all have spilled
Silence is what keeps us together

Silence is god in the air
Silence is the death you can bear
Silence is the reason you care

Silence is what creeps upon you at night
Silence is the chills in your spine
Silence is the reason
And the only reason
Why you haven't said these words yourself

Cover It With InkI will not break another person in my life
Those who I have broken I will fix
I'm done with this thought that I'm nothing
Cause I'm something that no one will never be

I'm done crying myself to sleep
I will laugh at the thought
I will never pick that blade up again
Cause if I will cut something it will be paper

I will cut paper
With my pen
I will write my emotions
And I will not hide

I'm not evil
I will cut my paper
I will use my deadly weapon
I feel bad for the item I'm covering in ink

I know how it feels to be covered
I know how it feels to be cornered
I will not take any pills
This is my medication

I will learn
Somethi

Alone, Hurt, Sharp, Sins, Edges, CutAlone
In the dark room
Made of my doubt
I pick up a piece
Of my broken heart

Sharp
I touch it
With my shaky finger tip
I feel it against me
I sigh and start think

Hurt
That's the word
It explains the feelings
The emotions
That I hide

Sins
The wrongs
That I have done
To god, mankind
And myself

Edges
They call to me
I know that I can't resist
I need this
I really do

Cut
I use the piece
Of my broken heart
And I cut my wrist
Hoping to never wake up
Again

Memories From YesterdayMemories from yesterday
Came to haunt me today
The tears I spill tonight
I hope they will quickly end

I'm blessed with this curse
I can't forget who you are
And at times that make me hurt
For every stab I've felt
I know they're mostly from you

From yesterday all the dreams
They come to haunt me today
I need somebody someone
To hold me tonight when I realize this pain

I'm blessed with these memories
I'm bless with this hurt
For every step that I make
I know you won't be there
On my way

All this came from yesterday
And I know it sounds like dirty
But this is my life
And I hate it so much

Lie To MeFingertips lace around my ribs
And pull at my skin
As my breath catches
At the coolness of your touch.

Calm these trembling hands
And hold them tight in yours.
I'll move my lips on yours
Just so you don't have to.

Hearts beat faster and
My breath shudders with insecurity.
Press my body close to yours
So I don't shatter into fragments.

Lie to me one more time.
Tangle your legs in mine,
Brush your lips along my neck.
Make me feel alive.

Bloody TearsBloody tears
I cry my fears
and think that I will never win

Bloody tears
I hate these dares
And in the end I will lose

Bloody tears
You paint my cheeks
And I hope you won't fade away

Bloody tears
I hope you care
For you're the only thing that's left

Learn To WatchThe bloody rain
That's what it became
Never ending
It has never been here before

Dead inside
Dreaming of a hope
Left behind
Wondering alone

No answers
You will work
Walk blindly
And see what you will find

Learn to watch
And do not laugh
Learn to listen
And you will learn to speak

Please, Don'tPlease, don't
You don't realize
What will happen if you do
You speak to thousands
But you listen to no one else

Please, don't
Cut that wrist again
What pain you cause me
You scream for help
But you do not accept it

Please, don't
Don't make me
Build you your coffin
I don't want to paint you
With my misery tears

Please don't
Don't do it
Life has so much more
To offer you
Just give it time
And times a bitch
But happiness will come
And trust me, it's worth the wait

Nightmares Kill FaithWaking up late at night
Crying because you have no sight,
Darkness whistles like a piercing screech
And your ears wish to hear the sound of speech.

They wish they could hear those special words,
"It will be okay you'll be saved by the lord"
But really you will lay there so cold and alone
Learning that when it's over there will be no home.

You fall back to sleep and your eyes become heavy
The nightmare comes back and the tears break the levy,
You cry and you wish that sleep would soon come
But as long as you feel there is no hope
You'll sit there lifeless and tie up the rope.

BreathlessHere I'm once again
Just checking if you're okay
It's a long time since I last saw you
And I know we're not friends

But even though
you want me gone
It's not that easy to leave
To be honest, you're a part of me

I hope you won't notice
That I've been here
If you do then I know you'll leave
But I love watching you, when I do I can't breath

Even if I'm dead to you
You're still on my mind
You used to be a part of me
And I'm sorry I can't let you go

I wonder what's the right thing
I wonder what to do
Maybe I should just stare at you
And you'll leave me breathless till I die

Browse More Like This

More from ~Meandor117

The Water Is DeepShort Story 1

The Water Is Deep

Jon stood at the edge of a small harbor in St Olafsburg. He looked down into the lake, it had to be far enough for his plan, it had to be. It was in the middle of March and there wasn't a single boat there, and no one ever came at this time of the year. They wouldn't notice, they never notice.

He pulled up his dark jeans from his butt and grabbed the garbage on his right. He walked away from the harbor and to the rocky beach right next to it. He looked for heavy rocks, there were few but they would still do their job. Jon found 10 large rocks and placed them into the garbage bag. He walked over to the edge o

It Snows It Snows

Heaven or hell
God or Satan
I don't care, for in my hell it would snow all day
And my heaven is too far away from the ground

Let them fight for me
For I guess I'm spoiled
Where ever they would place me
I wouldn't be happy, in the end

Open Your EyesIf you can't face my lies
Then how will you accept the truth?
if you can't open your eyes
Then how can you claim to see through?
If you can't understand me
Then why do you even bother?
I make it as simple as I can
But you just can't get it

View Gallery

Featured in Groups

Show all (32)

×

Keep On Shining

by ~Meandor117, Sep 28, 2012, 2:40:30 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

This truth it has stabbed my heart
Like a thousand needles slowly making their way
This love has made me fall apart
I'm broken glass, I'm the broken glass of man

The stabs gets harder every day
The needles they come closer to my heart
As I grow it tears me to pieces
I'm tattered cloth, thrown in the litter

As I try to recover and stand straight
I realize how crocked my back has been all this time
I can't walk straight
Cause my guilt and my shame, brings me down

But even thought through all this
I have still small light that shines to me every day
Cause even in my darkest days
It can still make me smile, it always wants me to live

I talk like this is all over
I talk is as I'm soon to die
But the truth is
I'm here to stay, just to watch that small light, every single day

261

26 13 2

Keep On Shiningby ~Meandor117

Favourite

Description Details Share

Download HTML download, 995 bytes

First of, This is my post number hundred!

Secound, this is accually the first poem which I have written that I REALLY REALLY LIKE!

Dunno why but yeah XD

Details

Stats

Submitted on: September 28, 2012
File Size: 995 bytes

Views: 261 (2 today)
Favourites: 26 (who?)
Comments: 13
Downloads: 2

~~wow 0 0~~

~~mad 0 0~~

~~sad 0 0~~

~~fear 0 0~~

~~neutral 0 0~~

~ancientfire33 Oct 2, 2012 Student Writer

Little Lights! ^^

This is really good!

Reply

Mood: Zest

~thegirlintheback Oct 1, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I. LOVE. THIS.

Reply

~Meandor117 Oct 1, 2012

Glad you do!

Reply

~FairyRora Sep 30, 2012 Student Writer

You're welcome!

Reply

~FairyRora Sep 30, 2012 Student Writer

Oh, this is really lovely

Reply

~Meandor117 Sep 30, 2012

Thank you

Means a lot :3

Reply

Mood: Joy

~KittySib Sep 28, 2012

Yay for pretty lights that pull us through!

Reply

~Meandor117 Sep 29, 2012

Indeed XD

Reply

~KittySib Sep 29, 2012

Reply

Mood: Love

~MusicConnectsAll Sep 28, 2012

Great work!

Reply

Previous
1
2
Next