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I'm Gonna Torment Myself

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I hate this
I hate life
Give it to someone else, they won't throw it away"

I want to run
I want to hide
But I'm not a coward, I will fucking stay!

The reason I live
The only reason at all
Is knowing that I, that I deserve this torment!

I'm going insane
I see her everywhere
And after losing her, I realized how much I loved her.

I hate myself
I hate my life
I will torture  myself, before I end it.
Before someone get's like: OMG ARE YOU OKAY?!!! D::: I will say that this was written.... likeeee a week before I started posting here :D So danger averted :3 Basicly me at my lowest, hating myself, wondering why I live, someone else would use the life better, because at that time I attacked myself moth vebally and physically before I would eventually kill myself O.o But better now :3 I wont kill myself :3

Here is where I found the picture, No copyrigth on it so free for all picture, its one of those picture rolls, so wait and you will see it pop up :D [link]
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May Jesus free you from every tormenting thought and encompass you with His perfect love!