When someone says "you've changed", it simply means you've stopped living your life their way. - A quote I found on Facebook, don't know who said it, but it's true isn't it? I came to think of it when I read your poem. Keep being real.
I like the bluntness, but try to shy away from cliched phrases such as 'this is the real me'. Also, in this case 'awhile' needs to be split into 'a while' since it's an adverb. The portrait is interesting.