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I'm So Tired Of Being Here

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?

The Wet InkI hope you know
That every night
You're in my head

I hope you know
That I still care
And that I did was wrong

The ink is wet
As I write
On this piece of paper

For the tears
Of my sins
They won't disappear

Please, Don'tPlease, don't
You don't realize
What will happen if you do
You speak to thousands
But you listen to no one else

Please, don't
Cut that wrist again
What pain you cause me
You scream for help
But you do not accept it

Please, don't
Don't make me
Build you your coffin
I don't want to paint you
With my misery tears

Please don't
Don't do it
Life has so much more
To offer you
Just give it time
And times a bitch
But happiness will come
And trust me, it's worth the wait

Love is..Love is in the small things
that fill the details of you
They are the great gifts
You give me every day

No expansive things
I don't care about
But the small touch
You give me every day

Love is small
which makes it big
It's all the details
combined into you

Love is this feeling inside
Every time I think of you

Fly, Please Fly

Please fly
I don't care if your body doesn't have wings
Because for me you are an angel
Beautiful and free

Please fly
Don't let them push you down
Your mind will never fall
Cause it is beautiful and free

Your soul is a bird
Don't let them cage it in
Let it fly, please let it fly
Because your soul is beautiful and free

The Darkness In Me

The darkness embraces me
I'm getting cold
The darkness inside of me
It's so very old

You have made it grow
It has found its way
You have made it show
And it won't go away

Those words they beat me
I'm in pain
For lies they feed me
Its in vain

I know the truth
I'm the one to blame
But my darkness within
It won't go away

I hope someone will cast a light
On my shattered heart
I hope someone will love
This monster I'm

Without light, there is no shadow
Without good, there is no bad
Without death ,we wouldn't be alive
And without hate, we wouldn't feel love

Open Your EyesIf you can't face my lies
Then how will you accept the truth?
if you can't open your eyes
Then how can you claim to see through?
If you can't understand me
Then why do you even bother?
I make it as simple as I can
But you just can't get it

HeartbeatThat's the sound of the time bomb ticking away
When it is gone nothing will remain
So are you sure that you want to stay?
For that's the sound of my time bomb ticking away

Why does god want us to go through this pain?
And why do we bother if it's in vain
So why do I even want to stay?
Why does god want us to go through this pain?

I don't deserve you why can't you see?
You're better than someone like me
Why would you want even me?
I don't deserve you why can't you see?

Why should I take all of your shit?
There's a limit of what I can't take
Come on just give me sometime
Why should I take all of your shit?

That's the sound of m

A Heart Of GoldA heart of gold
Can't fully heal
A heart as black as darkness
But it can give it some light
And help it recover

Dead Inside

I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside

You Love The Sounds

I finally understand why
You keep hurting me
Time after time

You love the sounds
My heart makes
Every time
It breaks

A Sweet Kiss DarlingA sweet kiss darling, that's all I need
A warm hug and your comforting words

A hard punch darling, that's all I need
A beating and the screaming makes my day

A dark corner darling, that's all I need
A place to hide away and be free

A sweet kiss darling, that's all I need
A word of sorrow and your cries for forgiveness

DreamsI'm sick of you
leave me alone!
My head can't stop
Thinking about you

I'm sick of being down
Depressed and suicidal
My smile isn't always there
Stop haunting me!

I'm sick of your sweet voice
It rings in my head
When you played on my drums
Now I can't touch the sticks no more!

I wish I was perfect
The guy of your dreams
My bloody tears
They paint my cheeks

I wish I could hug you
And kiss your head
Tell you while you slept
I love for forever my dear

But those dreams
They are dead
I'm alone
And left for dead

My soul is evil
My heart is black
My eyes don't sparkle
And my wrists they bled

I wish my dreams wouldn't die

On The InsideOn the inside I'm alone
In my head there is chaos
On the outside I'm free
I'm calm and just me

I hang myself everyday
Under my skin I kill myself
What you see is a smile
What you hear is a laugh

A lost soul looking for a purpose
What does it expect to find?
Answers or the truth?
Cause am I really alive?

Would You Care?

If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?

If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry

If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me

If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there

I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you

I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining

And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring

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I Don't Know

by ~Meandor117, Apr 5, 2012, 6:12:53 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I don't know
Why I'm still here
I don't know
Why I made it trough

I don't wonder
Because I know it's luck
I don't wonder
Because in the end it could have been me

But when this song plays
I know, that I want to stay
For a small hope, even if it's in vain
That's all I need, to smile
Even at the darkest times

I Don't Knowby ~Meandor117

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2012-2013 ~Meandor117

In the end I wonder why I didn't end it to put it in a way, but when I heard a song, that reminded me of the beauty in life I remembered

Something I worte and something I like

If you are still here, then there is something keeping you here, you just have to find it and never let go of it

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~NightMeadow Apr 7, 2012

What song?

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~Meandor117 Apr 7, 2012

I have noooo idea, wrote this sometime ago my friend XD

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~NightMeadow Apr 7, 2012

Awwww D: D: XD ...okay

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~Meandor117 Apr 7, 2012

[link] Maybe this XD XD Just maybe O,.,O I made a vampire like btw :#

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~NightMeadow Apr 8, 2012

Nice XD XD Ohwhat, a vampire? :33

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~Meandor117 Apr 8, 2012

Yes a vampire O,.,O :3 Cant you see?

:3

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~NightMeadow Apr 8, 2012

Where what?! I'm confused D: D: D: T_T XD XD .. you mean the smiley? XD XD

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~Meandor117 Apr 8, 2012

YEAH XD The smiley XD

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~Piotoru-san Apr 6, 2012

So damn true...

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~GreenTurtle666 Apr 6, 2012 Student General Artist

This is beautiful, and so corresponding to myself...

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