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Would You Care?
If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?

If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry

If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me

If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there

I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you

I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining

And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring
Bandaid Box
I wish I could be a band aid box
Covering your scars and cuts
Heal your wounds and make it alright

I wish I could be a band aid box
For then I could fix the pain I have caused
Help them heal and spread some love

I wish I could be a band aid box
A tiny little band aid box
So I could fix the pain I have caused
Sea Of Depression
Left alone, in my heart
Six feet under
Cry in pain, dead inside
Six feet under

Fix the rose, stop the blood
Five feet Under
Kinda stuck, but It will mend
Five feet under

Now I'm stuck, Left for dead
Four feet under
Sometimes, I feel like shit
Four feet under

Getting better, all alone
Three feet under
I put my faith, in him for once
Three feet under

Music tastes, so damn good
Two feet under
I can listen again, to our song
Two feet under

Your almost there, you can grasp the air
a feet under
Tears of joy, crack a smile
a feet under

I'm finally out, finally free
I'm over the sea
I can love again, I can be me
I'm over t
Don't Listen To Them
Don't listen to them
Don't let them feed you lies
You're perfect, just the way you are

Don't give them the gain
Don't let them feed on your despair
You're golden inside, I know you are

Don't give them a reason
They enjoy seeing you suffer
But in the end it's not worth the while

Their mouths are like open graves
They tell only lies
For deep inside, you're worth more than a thousand diamonds that shine
I'm So Tired Of Being Here
I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?
I Walk This Earth, For Nothing
I walk this earth, for nothing
I have no dreams
No ambitions
I have no hope, for tomorrow

I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I can hardly smile
I rarely cry
My emotions, they are dead

I walk this earth, for nothing
I walk this earth
simply to walk on it
I walk this earth, and I keep moving

Nothingness, that's my reason
My reason to smile
My reason to cry
My reason, for everything I do

Nothingness, is my hope
The reason I live
The reason I will die
Nothingness, a sweet word

For me, nothingness is a reason, it's a reason to live
also , life is a dark road, you never know what you will find
This Is Gonna Take A Long Time
You must love yourself to love others
....... This is going to take a long time
My World Is Dead
Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead
Alien
I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
They move on
They're fine

I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
I'm crying
And I'm dying

I must be an alien
The only thing that I want
Is a friend
To hold me, to control me

I wish I could turn humanoid
Maybe then I wouldn't be alone
I'm broken
And I'm open

I must be an alien
I'm on the outside looking in
I'm Hoping
For nothing
Please, Save MePlease, save me
I'm going under
Please, save me
I'm drowning in my tears

Please, save me
I'm not gonna make it
Please, save me
I don't want to lose this battle

Please, save me
But you ignored my plea
Please, save me
You left me for dead

Please, don't save me
For this time, I will save myself
I Don't Wanna Grow Up
I don't want to grow up
It was so much more fun
When I didn't understand
What happened around me, how it fell

I don't want to get old
Be wise and all that
For after years of living
I would know that life, isn't intact

I don't want to get a place of my own
Responsibility isn't my thing
I wouldn't be able to watch my offspring
knowing what they would face, a dying world
And a hope, left for dead

I want to stay young
I want to be unknowing
For in the end
Being stupid, will make it easier
To accept the end
Dead Inside
I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside
Dear Scouting Knife
No darling, I won't crawl back to you again
Stop calling, your voice will die in my head
You won't fix it, I'm better off on my own
Dear scouting knife, Leave me alone
Rain
Some people walk out to cry in the rain
But I'm a lazy person
I walk into the shower to cry
It Flows
It drips from my veins, It flows.
I don't know why I did this, and I don't want to.
At these moments, I need someone to hold me.
Say its fine, you are not evil.

But that's a lie, I'm evil.
I know it, I have caused pain to people.
To the one I loved the most, now that person is gone.
I didn't want to cut, I don't want to die.

But I can't find the strength to move on
I can't lie to myself, I know I'm not a nice person.
I deserve this, I keep telling myself that
But somewhere in the back of my head, there is a voice, screaming stop.

That voice, it makes me cry.
It's the voice of all my friends combined, all those who care.
That voi
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He's The UnknownI'm looking in the mirror
And what do I see?
A boy that looks just like me
But this can't be me

He has a small smile on his lips
My lips forms a frown
His eyes sparkle
Mine are dull

His face is relaxed
Mine is full of anger
His hands are free
mine are tied

This boy in the mirror
Is my small mask
The boy I show
When I'm around

This isn't me
I'm not who you think
This boy in the mirror
He is the unknown
The Wall of BricksThis is not a dead end
It's always a way to move
Just think outside the box
The brick wall is not an end
It's there to wake you up
So you will find other ways
And think before you make choices
Tick Tack, The Clock Is Ticking
The clock is ticking
Tick tack tick tack
The pills are in my hands
tick tack tick tack
A glass of jack is next to me
Tick tack tick tack
The clock is ticking
Inside me

They say they're always here
But then why am I so lonely?
They say they'll always care
But why do they have so few emotions?

The clock is ticking
Tick tack tick tack
I slowly lift my hands
tick tack tick tack
I swallow them slowly
Tick tack tick tack
I drink the jack
And the clock stops ticking

A life is like a clock
One day it stops ticking
From the day we are born
We are slowly dying

But at times
When the clock is tired
And wants to stop
It finds a
DreamsI'm sick of you
leave me alone!
My head can't stop
Thinking about you

I'm sick of being down
Depressed and suicidal
My smile isn't always there
Stop haunting me!

I'm sick of your sweet voice
It rings in my head
When you played on my drums
Now I can't touch the sticks no more!

I wish I was perfect
The guy of your dreams
My bloody tears
They paint my cheeks

I wish I could hug you
And kiss your head
Tell you while you slept
I love for forever my dear

But those dreams
They are dead
I'm alone
And left for dead

My soul is evil
My heart is black
My eyes don't sparkle
And my wrists they bled

I wish my dreams wouldn't die
Learn To WatchThe bloody rain
That's what it became
Never ending
It has never been here before

Dead inside
Dreaming of a hope
Left behind
Wondering alone

No answers
You will work
Walk blindly
And see what you will find

Learn to watch
And do not laugh
Learn to listen
And you will learn to speak
I RememberI remember everything
And I wish they would go away
These memory in my head
And these dreams, they are too real

I feel everything
The tears falling down my cheek
The sins pouring down my hands
The innocence washed away

I regret everything
And I know you do too
For trying, even when it fell apart
I still care, for me it wasn't the end

But sometimes
Things just do not go as planned
The harder you hold on to something
The more you suffocate it
But you won't notice
Till it's dead and gone

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Happy Poem?

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Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, on the inside I'm not happy

Someone asked me to smile for the camera
But how can I, When I'm falling part

Someone asked me to laugh my real laugh
But I can't, there is something wrong with me

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, I'm not happy inside

And happiness is the only emotion
I can't fake
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Yeah, I can't really make happy poems, I dunno why, but this came out of it and maybe the conclution is that I'm not happy inside O.o Who knows XD

Anyway, here is the link to the picture :) [link]
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~LmonLimeCat Jan 26, 2013
I happen to fake happiness, even though I've had practically every type of abuse happen to me....
But hey, I try to remember the good things in my life, no matter how small or how insignificant it still helps. ;)
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~Meandor117 Jan 27, 2013
Yes indeed :) I hope things gets better for you :(
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~MirDeeDee Mar 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I feel the same way, about writing that is. I feel the most poetic when I am sad/depressed, and my writing reflects that. But this is really good :)
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~Meandor117 Mar 14, 2012
I want to write something happy, because that would show me that, I'm okay :3 BUt yeah XD
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Mood: Joy ~MirDeeDee Mar 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I feel the same. I'm a lot better now than I used to be (I went through a really depressed stage), and when I actually post something, people freak out, worried about me, haha. But I really am ok. So I try to watch how much I post, lol
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~Meandor117 Mar 14, 2012
I see XD Only one of my friends ( from RL ) knows where i post my poems and he is nice :3 He never reads them so noone is worried XD
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~MirDeeDee Mar 15, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Ha, well, most of my friends in RL are on here, so they all get worried about me. They know how I used to be, so they always panic that I'm getting depressed again.
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~Meandor117 Mar 15, 2012
Well atleast they care :3
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Mood: Love ~MirDeeDee Mar 15, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah, they mean well :)
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~Meandor117 Mar 15, 2012
Yes :D And that is very good :3
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