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I'm So Tired Of Being Here

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?

I Don't Want A Super Hero

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm not looking for someone to save the day
I'm not looking for a person who will lift the skies in my name
I'm looking for someone who stays

I'm not looking for a god
I'm not looking for someone to clear the heavens
I'm not looking for someone that doesn't hate
I'm looking for someone that makes me want to live another day

I'm not looking for a macho guy or a shy girl
I'm not looking for a fairytale
I'm not looking for someone who only stays in bed
I'm looking for someone that makes me smile each day

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm looking for someone who stays
I'm looking for someone th

Please, Save MePlease, save me
I'm going under
Please, save me
I'm drowning in my tears

Please, save me
I'm not gonna make it
Please, save me
I don't want to lose this battle

Please, save me
But you ignored my plea
Please, save me
You left me for dead

Please, don't save me
For this time, I will save myself

A Heart Of GoldA heart of gold
Can't fully heal
A heart as black as darkness
But it can give it some light
And help it recover

Some people walk out to cry in the rain
But I'm a lazy person
I walk into the shower to cry

Dear Scouting Knife

No darling, I won't crawl back to you again
Stop calling, your voice will die in my head
You won't fix it, I'm better off on my own
Dear scouting knife, Leave me alone

Don't Listen To Them

Don't listen to them
Don't let them feed you lies
You're perfect, just the way you are

Don't give them the gain
Don't let them feed on your despair
You're golden inside, I know you are

Don't give them a reason
They enjoy seeing you suffer
But in the end it's not worth the while

Their mouths are like open graves
They tell only lies
For deep inside, you're worth more than a thousand diamonds that shine

Would You Care?

If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?

If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry

If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me

If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there

I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you

I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining

And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring

My World Is Dead

Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead

Dead Inside

I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside

This Is Gonna Take A Long Time

You must love yourself to love others
....... This is going to take a long time

I Have Never

I have never quite forgiven myself
I have never felt like I deserve better
I have never felt so depressed
And I guess I have never felt love

I have never had a smaller hope
I have never had so much faith
I have never cried so many times
And I guess I have never felt so lost

I have never ever been so thoughtful
I have never in my dreams grinded so wide
I have never lost my faith in you
But I guess, that's why it hurts

I Walk This Earth, For Nothing

I walk this earth, for nothing
I have no dreams
No ambitions
I have no hope, for tomorrow

I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I can hardly smile
I rarely cry
My emotions, they are dead

I walk this earth, for nothing
I walk this earth
simply to walk on it
I walk this earth, and I keep moving

Nothingness, that's my reason
My reason to smile
My reason to cry
My reason, for everything I do

Nothingness, is my hope
The reason I live
The reason I will die
Nothingness, a sweet word

For me, nothingness is a reason, it's a reason to live
also , life is a dark road, you never know what you will find

I Don't KnowI don't know
Why I'm still here
I don't know
Why I made it trough

I don't wonder
Because I know it's luck
I don't wonder
Because in the end it could have been me

But when this song plays
I know, that I want to stay
For a small hope, even if it's in vain
That's all I need, to smile
Even at the darkest times

DreamsI'm sick of you
leave me alone!
My head can't stop
Thinking about you

I'm sick of being down
Depressed and suicidal
My smile isn't always there
Stop haunting me!

I'm sick of your sweet voice
It rings in my head
When you played on my drums
Now I can't touch the sticks no more!

I wish I was perfect
The guy of your dreams
My bloody tears
They paint my cheeks

I wish I could hug you
And kiss your head
Tell you while you slept
I love for forever my dear

But those dreams
They are dead
I'm alone
And left for dead

My soul is evil
My heart is black
My eyes don't sparkle
And my wrists they bled

I wish my dreams wouldn't die

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Fly, Please Fly

by ~Meandor117, Mar 21, 2012, 2:28:02 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Please fly
I don't care if your body doesn't have wings
Because for me you are an angel
Beautiful and free

Please fly
Don't let them push you down
Your mind will never fall
Cause it is beautiful and free

Your soul is a bird
Don't let them cage it in
Let it fly, please let it fly
Because your soul is beautiful and free

Fly, Please Flyby ~Meandor117

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2012-2013 ~Meandor117

Let your soul be free

Keep it in the skies in a matter of speaking

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~somenightowl Apr 24, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

this work inspired me to create this

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~Meandor117 Apr 24, 2012

It was wonderfull :3

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~somenightowl Apr 24, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

thanks

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~MotionClick Mar 24, 2012

It VERY beautiful! And gives a good feeling

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~Darkthrop Mar 24, 2012

beautiful

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~Moombeam36 Mar 22, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

lovely

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~MariChiwii Mar 22, 2012

Amazing!

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~BlueIce25966 Mar 22, 2012 Student Traditional Artist

It should of been named beautiful and free, besides that fantastic poem<3

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*Sadict Mar 22, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

This is beautiful. It reminds me of two of my characters-and I love things that remind me of my characters. Beautiful work, bravo.

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~AubunLights Mar 22, 2012 Hobbyist

beautiful

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