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In The Dark, There Is Always LightThere are places so dark
That we can't see
There are places so dark
That we feel lonely

There are whispers in the dark
That makes our ears bleed
There are whispers in the dark
That makes us scared

As the darkness surrounds us
We look for a light
As the darkness embraces us
We start to fight

We don't want to live a life
In the dark
We don't want to live a life
In the shadows

As we look for a source of light
We realize
As we look for a small hope
We understand

There is always someone there
Even when it's dark
There is always someone there
Who will ignite your spark

You're never alone
Even in the dark
You're never alone

The Wet InkI hope you know
That every night
You're in my head

I hope you know
That I still care
And that I did was wrong

The ink is wet
As I write
On this piece of paper

For the tears
Of my sins
They won't disappear

A Heart Of GoldA heart of gold
Can't fully heal
A heart as black as darkness
But it can give it some light
And help it recover

Learn To WatchThe bloody rain
That's what it became
Never ending
It has never been here before

Dead inside
Dreaming of a hope
Left behind
Wondering alone

No answers
You will work
Walk blindly
And see what you will find

Learn to watch
And do not laugh
Learn to listen
And you will learn to speak

A VictimHave you heard the news?
She has a new phone
Lets tease here, and have some fun
The next day, beside a grave

Have your heard the news?
She has posted another pic
She ain't pretty, She knows that inside
A mother cried, as her child did die

Have you heard the news?
She has another ex now
She deserved it, that little bitch
It was suicide, and the mothers tears they wont dry

Have you heard the news?
She killed herself
She was a wonderfull person, and loved everyone else
The mother knows, what killed her child

The next day, beside a grave
A mother cried, as her child did die
It was suicide, and the mothers tears they wont dry
T

One Thousand ApologiesI know you will forgive
Whatever I do wrong
I know that you will listen
To the tiniest problems I have

One thousand apologies
For everything I did
One thousand apologies
For ever broken dream I shred

Iknow you will hold me
When I feel so alone
I know you will be there
When I'm broken and forgotten

One thousand apologies
I know I abuse the facts
One thousand apologies
For crawling every time I need you

It's like I'm a stone
Cause I know you will come
It's like I'm a stone
But I can't stand alone

One thousand apologies
For abusing your kindness
One thousand punches
Wont give me what I deserve

I do not deserve this mer

On The EdgeI'm standing on the edge
I can feel the air hit my body
It could all be an illusion
And I can be an adventurer

I can be the explorer of the afterlife
I could be the first to venture there
I could be the first to break from this illusion
But what if there is nothing past this edge

As children we explore
And we find and learn
As adults we have learned
And we crave to explore

As I curl my toes on the edge
I think of who will care if I do
Cause I'm standing on the rooftop
Ready to fall, ready for a new start

It's FunnyIt's funny
That no one said
That you where dead
And a demon has entered your skin

It's funny
That you blame me
For staying the way I'm
When you're supposed to love me for who I'm

It's funny
When I'm reminded
That the dreams we dreamt together
They will always decay on the ground and make me sick

I have become insane again
I have welcomed the pain again
I have become insane again
And to be honest, I love it

Cousin Of DeathCousin of death, take me in
Let me rest, forgive this sin
I haven't lost it all, but I show pain
And soon I guess, I will walk in the rain

Oh cold winter, don't remind me
Of how, I couldn't see
Oh cold winters day, you're as cold as my heart
Remind me of the days, when it was warm

Cousin of death, comfort me
Make me believe, this isn't the best of me
Cousin of death, invite your friends
Cause agony and suffering, is better in the end

Death, I have been alive way to long
Your cousin, makes me wish that I was wrong
Cause I don't wanna wake up
So please, take me in your warm blankets
And don't let me open my eyes
Ever again

Open Your EyesIf you can't face my lies
Then how will you accept the truth?
if you can't open your eyes
Then how can you claim to see through?
If you can't understand me
Then why do you even bother?
I make it as simple as I can
But you just can't get it

The White Cloth

Stain that white cloth
Take away its cleanness, and innocence
Stain that White cloth
Do not think what it feels, think about yourself

The cloth won't stay the same
And the bully, the bully loved to take away the innocence
The cloth is a victim
And the bully, he thinks about his pleasure of torturing it

Either it's a piece cloth, a paper or a pen
When the bully is done, it will never be the same
The cloth is stained, the paper is ripped to pieces and the pen is broken, bleeding it's ink
The bully looks at his victims, with pride, he loves hearing their cries

Never stain the cloth
For in the end, that stain stays
Never stain the

He's The UnknownI'm looking in the mirror
And what do I see?
A boy that looks just like me
But this can't be me

He has a small smile on his lips
My lips forms a frown
His eyes sparkle
Mine are dull

His face is relaxed
Mine is full of anger
His hands are free
mine are tied

This boy in the mirror
Is my small mask
The boy I show
When I'm around

This isn't me
I'm not who you think
This boy in the mirror
He is the unknown

I RememberI remember everything
And I wish they would go away
These memory in my head
And these dreams, they are too real

I feel everything
The tears falling down my cheek
The sins pouring down my hands
The innocence washed away

I regret everything
And I know you do too
For trying, even when it fell apart
I still care, for me it wasn't the end

But sometimes
Things just do not go as planned
The harder you hold on to something
The more you suffocate it
But you won't notice
Till it's dead and gone

Take Off That HelmetTake off that helmet
Maybe then you'll see
Things aren't really what they used to be
I have changed
But you haven't
That's why you stand there alone
Awkward in the silence

On The InsideOn the inside I'm alone
In my head there is chaos
On the outside I'm free
I'm calm and just me

I hang myself everyday
Under my skin I kill myself
What you see is a smile
What you hear is a laugh

A lost soul looking for a purpose
What does it expect to find?
Answers or the truth?
Cause am I really alive?

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Are you here?
Can you hear me?
I just wonder
How it is on the other side
Are you fine now?
Does it hurt so much now?

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In the end it didn't help
I tried to mend you
But I failed
So I ask you, my friend
Before I join you, myself
How does it look like
On the other side

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Can you hear me
Sorry to bother
But I miss you too much
Why did this happen?
How did this come to be?

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In the end it didn't help
I tried to mend you
But I failed
So I ask you, my friend
Before I join you, myself
How does it look like
On the other side

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In BalanceI swear I'm alive
This is god's way to define
Me as a human being
And me as a broken dream

Don't cry for this lost hope
Cause I'm already gone
But heaven doesn't wait
Hell is there and it will take

Loué soit le Seigneur
Je suis allé en enfer
Die aujourd'hui
Parce que là, votre âme est à vendre

I believed in my heart
But now I slave for the devil and his dark
I used to love and live
Now I'm working against my will

Heaven wont cry for this lost soul
Cause the fires of hell
Even they need warmth
There is a balance, and now I'm in it

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The RoseTear the rose apart
Let the blossom die
Tear it like you tear a heart
Fill it with your empty lies

Scream in deaths name
Cause that's what it does
Set it on fire
And as it burns laugh

The rose is your light
The rose is your dream
Still you destroy it
The virginity of pendants

The rose has its thorns
But it doesn't want to hurt you
The rose is insecure
And still it smells so sweet

The rose is a symbol
That makes us think
The rose is a hope
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Dreams

by ~Meandor117, May 23, 2012, 12:38:59 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I'm sick of you
leave me alone!
My head can't stop
Thinking about you

I'm sick of being down
Depressed and suicidal
My smile isn't always there
Stop haunting me!

I'm sick of your sweet voice
It rings in my head
When you played on my drums
Now I can't touch the sticks no more!

I wish I was perfect
The guy of your dreams
My bloody tears
They paint my cheeks

I wish I could hug you
And kiss your head
Tell you while you slept
I love for forever my dear

But those dreams
They are dead
I'm alone
And left for dead

My soul is evil
My heart is black
My eyes don't sparkle
And my wrists they bled

I wish my dreams wouldn't die
But after all these days
my heart its stabbed
And it won't heal completely

In fairytales
The dreams never leave
When the heroes are have dark times
They remember the dream and carry on

But now I see
Fairytales, They are fairytales
They can't be real
And the mermaid
She didn't kill herself
But I did, in my selfish greed

Dreamsby ~Meandor117

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

This is easily my longest poem ._. It's accually three poems I thought fit together and readjusted them and made them fit together like this

And if you wonder about the mermaid, I have heard that in the fairytale, The Little Mermaid, in the original she killed herself O.o Sick I know, I doubt it to be honest but yeah, it fit in so i used it