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If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?

If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry

If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me

If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there

I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you

I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining

And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring

I Don't Want A Super Hero

Happy Poem?

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, on the inside I'm not happy

Someone asked me to smile for the camera
But how can I, When I'm falling part

Someone asked me to laugh my real laugh
But I can't, there is something wrong with me

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, I'm not happy inside

And happiness is the only emotion
I can't fake

I'm So Tired Of Being Here

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?

I Walk This Earth, For Nothing

I walk this earth, for nothing
I have no dreams
No ambitions
I have no hope, for tomorrow

I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I can hardly smile
I rarely cry
My emotions, they are dead

I walk this earth, for nothing
I walk this earth
simply to walk on it
I walk this earth, and I keep moving

Nothingness, that's my reason
My reason to smile
My reason to cry
My reason, for everything I do

Nothingness, is my hope
The reason I live
The reason I will die
Nothingness, a sweet word

For me, nothingness is a reason, it's a reason to live
also , life is a dark road, you never know what you will find

This Is Gonna Take A Long Time

You must love yourself to love others
....... This is going to take a long time

Dear Scouting Knife

No darling, I won't crawl back to you again
Stop calling, your voice will die in my head
You won't fix it, I'm better off on my own
Dear scouting knife, Leave me alone

Alien

I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
They move on
They're fine

I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
I'm crying
And I'm dying

I must be an alien
The only thing that I want
Is a friend
To hold me, to control me

I wish I could turn humanoid
Maybe then I wouldn't be alone
I'm broken
And I'm open

I must be an alien
I'm on the outside looking in
I'm Hoping
For nothing

Sea Of Depression

Left alone, in my heart
Six feet under
Cry in pain, dead inside
Six feet under

Fix the rose, stop the blood
Five feet Under
Kinda stuck, but It will mend
Five feet under

Now I'm stuck, Left for dead
Four feet under
Sometimes, I feel like shit
Four feet under

Getting better, all alone
Three feet under
I put my faith, in him for once
Three feet under

Music tastes, so damn good
Two feet under
I can listen again, to our song
Two feet under

Your almost there, you can grasp the air
a feet under
Tears of joy, crack a smile
a feet under

I'm finally out, finally free
I'm over the sea
I can love again, I can be me
I'm over t

The Darkness In Me

The darkness embraces me
I'm getting cold
The darkness inside of me
It's so very old

You have made it grow
It has found its way
You have made it show
And it won't go away

Those words they beat me
I'm in pain
For lies they feed me
Its in vain

I know the truth
I'm the one to blame
But my darkness within
It won't go away

I hope someone will cast a light
On my shattered heart
I hope someone will love
This monster I'm

Without light, there is no shadow
Without good, there is no bad
Without death ,we wouldn't be alive
And without hate, we wouldn't feel love

My World Is Dead

Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead

Bandaid Box

I wish I could be a band aid box
Covering your scars and cuts
Heal your wounds and make it alright

I wish I could be a band aid box
For then I could fix the pain I have caused
Help them heal and spread some love

I wish I could be a band aid box
A tiny little band aid box
So I could fix the pain I have caused

On The InsideOn the inside I'm alone
In my head there is chaos
On the outside I'm free
I'm calm and just me

I hang myself everyday
Under my skin I kill myself
What you see is a smile
What you hear is a laugh

A lost soul looking for a purpose
What does it expect to find?
Answers or the truth?
Cause am I really alive?

Rain

Some people walk out to cry in the rain
But I'm a lazy person
I walk into the shower to cry

Dead Inside

I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside

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In The Dark, There Is Always LightThere are places so dark
That we can't see
There are places so dark
That we feel lonely

There are whispers in the dark
That makes our ears bleed
There are whispers in the dark
That makes us scared

As the darkness surrounds us
We look for a light
As the darkness embraces us
We start to fight

We don't want to live a life
In the dark
We don't want to live a life
In the shadows

As we look for a source of light
We realize
As we look for a small hope
We understand

There is always someone there
Even when it's dark
There is always someone there
Who will ignite your spark

You're never alone
Even in the dark
You're never alone

One Thousand ApologiesI know you will forgive
Whatever I do wrong
I know that you will listen
To the tiniest problems I have

One thousand apologies
For everything I did
One thousand apologies
For ever broken dream I shred

Iknow you will hold me
When I feel so alone
I know you will be there
When I'm broken and forgotten

One thousand apologies
I know I abuse the facts
One thousand apologies
For crawling every time I need you

It's like I'm a stone
Cause I know you will come
It's like I'm a stone
But I can't stand alone

One thousand apologies
For abusing your kindness
One thousand punches
Wont give me what I deserve

I do not deserve this mer

On The EdgeI'm standing on the edge
I can feel the air hit my body
It could all be an illusion
And I can be an adventurer

I can be the explorer of the afterlife
I could be the first to venture there
I could be the first to break from this illusion
But what if there is nothing past this edge

As children we explore
And we find and learn
As adults we have learned
And we crave to explore

As I curl my toes on the edge
I think of who will care if I do
Cause I'm standing on the rooftop
Ready to fall, ready for a new start

How Does It Look Like, On The Other SideVers 1

Are you here?
Can you hear me?
I just wonder
How it is on the other side
Are you fine now?
Does it hurt so much now?

Chorus

I tried all I could
In the end it didn't help
I tried to mend you
But I failed
So I ask you, my friend
Before I join you, myself
How does it look like
On the other side

Vers 2

Are you here?
Can you hear me
Sorry to bother
But I miss you too much
Why did this happen?
How did this come to be?

Chorus

I tried all I could
In the end it didn't help
I tried to mend you
But I failed
So I ask you, my friend
Before I join you, myself
How does it look like
On the other side

Vers 3

It's hard

In BalanceI swear I'm alive
This is god's way to define
Me as a human being
And me as a broken dream

Don't cry for this lost hope
Cause I'm already gone
But heaven doesn't wait
Hell is there and it will take

Loué soit le Seigneur
Je suis allé en enfer
Die aujourd'hui
Parce que là, votre âme est à vendre

I believed in my heart
But now I slave for the devil and his dark
I used to love and live
Now I'm working against my will

Heaven wont cry for this lost soul
Cause the fires of hell
Even they need warmth
There is a balance, and now I'm in it

Loué soit le Seigneur
Et sa cour
Car eux seuls en boiront le v

The RoseTear the rose apart
Let the blossom die
Tear it like you tear a heart
Fill it with your empty lies

Scream in deaths name
Cause that's what it does
Set it on fire
And as it burns laugh

The rose is your light
The rose is your dream
Still you destroy it
The virginity of pendants

The rose has its thorns
But it doesn't want to hurt you
The rose is insecure
And still it smells so sweet

The rose is a symbol
That makes us think
The rose is a hope
And it decays, In a dying world

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Don't Listen To Them

by ~Meandor117, Mar 9, 2012, 3:53:23 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Don't listen to them
Don't let them feed you lies
You're perfect, just the way you are

Don't give them the gain
Don't let them feed on your despair
You're golden inside, I know you are

Don't give them a reason
They enjoy seeing you suffer
But in the end it's not worth the while

Their mouths are like open graves
They tell only lies
For deep inside, you're worth more than a thousand diamonds that shine

Don't Listen To Themby ~Meandor117

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Remember, you are worth more than a thousand diamonds, if someone tell you anything else, they are lying

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~thefinalfrontier1701 Mar 20, 2012

Imagery and figurative language at the end= pure awesome!
This is the sort of thing you could really use to your advantage-- sometimes "angsty" emotions need concrete images to strengthen them in poetry. Original and clever