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This Is Gonna Take A Long Time

You must love yourself to love others
....... This is going to take a long time

My World Is Dead

Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead

Some people walk out to cry in the rain
But I'm a lazy person
I walk into the shower to cry

I Walk This Earth, For Nothing

I walk this earth, for nothing
I have no dreams
No ambitions
I have no hope, for tomorrow

I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I can hardly smile
I rarely cry
My emotions, they are dead

I walk this earth, for nothing
I walk this earth
simply to walk on it
I walk this earth, and I keep moving

Nothingness, that's my reason
My reason to smile
My reason to cry
My reason, for everything I do

Nothingness, is my hope
The reason I live
The reason I will die
Nothingness, a sweet word

For me, nothingness is a reason, it's a reason to live
also , life is a dark road, you never know what you will find

I Don't Wanna Grow Up

I don't want to grow up
It was so much more fun
When I didn't understand
What happened around me, how it fell

I don't want to get old
Be wise and all that
For after years of living
I would know that life, isn't intact

I don't want to get a place of my own
Responsibility isn't my thing
I wouldn't be able to watch my offspring
knowing what they would face, a dying world
And a hope, left for dead

I want to stay young
I want to be unknowing
For in the end
Being stupid, will make it easier
To accept the end

Sea Of Depression

Left alone, in my heart
Six feet under
Cry in pain, dead inside
Six feet under

Fix the rose, stop the blood
Five feet Under
Kinda stuck, but It will mend
Five feet under

Now I'm stuck, Left for dead
Four feet under
Sometimes, I feel like shit
Four feet under

Getting better, all alone
Three feet under
I put my faith, in him for once
Three feet under

Music tastes, so damn good
Two feet under
I can listen again, to our song
Two feet under

Your almost there, you can grasp the air
a feet under
Tears of joy, crack a smile
a feet under

I'm finally out, finally free
I'm over the sea
I can love again, I can be me
I'm over t

The Darkness In Me

The darkness embraces me
I'm getting cold
The darkness inside of me
It's so very old

You have made it grow
It has found its way
You have made it show
And it won't go away

Those words they beat me
I'm in pain
For lies they feed me
Its in vain

I know the truth
I'm the one to blame
But my darkness within
It won't go away

I hope someone will cast a light
On my shattered heart
I hope someone will love
This monster I'm

Without light, there is no shadow
Without good, there is no bad
Without death ,we wouldn't be alive
And without hate, we wouldn't feel love

Would You Care?

If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?

If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry

If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me

If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there

I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you

I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining

And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring

I Don't Want A Super Hero

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm not looking for someone to save the day
I'm not looking for a person who will lift the skies in my name
I'm looking for someone who stays

I'm not looking for a god
I'm not looking for someone to clear the heavens
I'm not looking for someone that doesn't hate
I'm looking for someone that makes me want to live another day

I'm not looking for a macho guy or a shy girl
I'm not looking for a fairytale
I'm not looking for someone who only stays in bed
I'm looking for someone that makes me smile each day

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm looking for someone who stays
I'm looking for someone th

I'm So Tired Of Being Here

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?

Where Are You My Spark?

I do not look at my old photos
When I see them, I notice a spark

I notice a spark in my eyes, It's small, but it's there
If I look at myself in the mirror, I see nothing
There is no spark, I have looked, and it's not there
I have lost the happiness in me, I have lost my heart
It's broken, and I hope, someone will heal it

I do not look at my old photos
Because in them I see a joy that I used to have

Oh hidden spark in my eye
Where is your hiding place?
Where have you gone?

Don't Listen To Them

Don't listen to them
Don't let them feed you lies
You're perfect, just the way you are

Don't give them the gain
Don't let them feed on your despair
You're golden inside, I know you are

Don't give them a reason
They enjoy seeing you suffer
But in the end it's not worth the while

Their mouths are like open graves
They tell only lies
For deep inside, you're worth more than a thousand diamonds that shine

Dear Scouting Knife

No darling, I won't crawl back to you again
Stop calling, your voice will die in my head
You won't fix it, I'm better off on my own
Dear scouting knife, Leave me alone

Happy Poem?

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, on the inside I'm not happy

Someone asked me to smile for the camera
But how can I, When I'm falling part

Someone asked me to laugh my real laugh
But I can't, there is something wrong with me

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, I'm not happy inside

And happiness is the only emotion
I can't fake

Bandaid Box

I wish I could be a band aid box
Covering your scars and cuts
Heal your wounds and make it alright

I wish I could be a band aid box
For then I could fix the pain I have caused
Help them heal and spread some love

I wish I could be a band aid box
A tiny little band aid box
So I could fix the pain I have caused

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I'm the salt
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I'm the salt
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I'm the salt
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I'm drowning in my tears

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I'm not gonna make it
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Please, save me
But you ignored my plea
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For this time, I will save myself

Stand another minute alone
They won't notice
Let another tear fall on the ground
They don't notice at all

Make another cut
They won't notice
Sing another heartbreaking song
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Dead Inside

by ~Meandor117, Feb 28, 2012, 1:30:39 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside

Dead Insideby ~Meandor117

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2012-2013 ~Meandor117

This is bacilly some, well thoughs I have had in my head a while back O.o Like I wrote most of it around when I started to write

sooooo it aint that good, but for me, meaning full

[link] The picture is from that link behind all these letters

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~JagJag09 Apr 16, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

this is a really true poem...to me its sort of bittersweet.either way this is awesome.you're very talented

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~i-am-tsukiko Mar 23, 2012 Student General Artist

"what if" can be a scary thing.

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~JagJag09 Feb 29, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Amazing piece..Ur very talented.its beautifully sad...i love it

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~Meandor117 Feb 29, 2012

Glad :3

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~Lorine93 Feb 28, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Beautifully dark. I love it

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~Meandor117 Feb 29, 2012

^^

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~Riverspirit86 Feb 28, 2012 Student Digital Artist

Wow. so wonderful. yet very sad. but I can completely relate

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*frei76 Feb 28, 2012

Beautiful, as always!

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~Meandor117 Feb 28, 2012

Thanks

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~NightMeadow Feb 28, 2012

:3 wow

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