ScarsThey say that every scars tells a storyWell, then I'm a fucking history book
I'm WorthlessDon't tell me I'm worthlessDon't tell me I'm nothingYou can't change meBecause I used to be somethingI used to beBut I lost my waysInstead of helpingYou double my painDon't tell me I'm worthlessI already know it
I'm So Tired Of Being HereI'm so tired of being hereI'm trapped by all my fearsI wish you could see me nowBroken and crying for helpMy blood it flowsAnd I don't want it to stopI'm so tired of being hereI'm trapped by all my fearsI wish I could heal myselfWipe all these tears awayBut my heart it bleedsAnd I don't know how to stop the bloodI'm so sick of being hurtI'm trapped in my own mindI wish I could hear those songsBut then I remember you And I now I cry againGod why can't I be a man?
I Have ChangedMy tears, they won't dry for awhileMy blood, it will flow for some timeMy fears, they keep me aliveBut in the endThis is the real meNot the portrait you once knewI have changed, and so have you
The Darkness In MeThe darkness embraces meI'm getting coldThe darkness inside of meIt's so very oldYou have made it growIt has found its wayYou have made it showAnd it won't go awayThose words they beat meI'm in painFor lies they feed me Its in vainI know the truthI'm the one to blameBut my darkness withinIt won't go awayI hope someone will cast a lightOn my shattered heartI hope someone will loveThis monster I'mWithout light, there is no shadowWithout good, there is no badWithout death ,we wouldn't be aliveAnd without hate, we wouldn't feel love
The Wet InkI hope you knowThat every nightYou're in my headI hope you know That I still careAnd that I did was wrongThe ink is wetAs I writeOn this piece of paperFor the tears Of my sinsThey won't disappear
AlienI must be an alienThe others handle it so wellThey move onThey're fineI must be an alienThe others handle it so wellI'm crying And I'm dyingI must be an alienThe only thing that I wantIs a friendTo hold me, to control meI wish I could turn humanoid Maybe then I wouldn't be aloneI'm brokenAnd I'm openI must be an alienI'm on the outside looking inI'm HopingFor nothing
Cousin Of DeathCousin of death, take me inLet me rest, forgive this sinI haven't lost it all, but I show painAnd soon I guess, I will walk in the rainOh cold winter, don't remind meOf how, I couldn't seeOh cold winters day, you're as cold as my heartRemind me of the days, when it was warmCousin of death, comfort meMake me believe, this isn't the best of meCousin of death, invite your friendsCause agony and suffering, is better in the endDeath, I have been alive way to longYour cousin, makes me wish that I was wrongCause I don't wanna wake upSo please, take me in your warm blanketsAnd don't let me open my eyesEver again
I Don't Want A Super HeroI'm not looking for a super heroI'm not looking for someone to save the dayI'm not looking for a person who will lift the skies in my nameI'm looking for someone who staysI'm not looking for a godI'm not looking for someone to clear the heavensI'm not looking for someone that doesn't hateI'm looking for someone that makes me want to live another dayI'm not looking for a macho guy or a shy girlI'm not looking for a fairytale I'm not looking for someone who only stays in bedI'm looking for someone that makes me smile each dayI'm not looking for a super heroI'm looking for someone who stays I'm looking for someone th
Have You Ever FeltHave you ever felt alone, in a room full of people?Have you ever felt dead, when you 're alive?Have you ever laughed, but cried your heart out on the inside?Have you ever felt free, But still trapped?Have you ever felt the need, the big need toFake a smile, and act like it's okay?I have, and I will doBut staying true to yourself, knowing who you areThat is the most important thing, a human can do
Open Your EyesIf you can't face my liesThen how will you accept the truth?if you can't open your eyesThen how can you claim to see through?If you can't understand meThen why do you even bother?I make it as simple as I canBut you just can't get it
I'm Fine, Trust meIt's just fineJust stab me with that knifeI'm just fineRip my heart out when I'm aliveAll that I seeIs you in my dreamsAll that I seeIs that my heart is incompleteIt's just fineMy heart's made of ice It's just fineJust make me feel alive
I Have NeverI have never quite forgiven myselfI have never felt like I deserve betterI have never felt so depressedAnd I guess I have never felt loveI have never had a smaller hopeI have never had so much faithI have never cried so many timesAnd I guess I have never felt so lostI have never ever been so thoughtfulI have never in my dreams grinded so wideI have never lost my faith in youBut I guess, that's why it hurts
I Don't KnowI don't knowWhy I'm still hereI don't knowWhy I made it troughI don't wonderBecause I know it's luckI don't wonderBecause in the end it could have been meBut when this song playsI know, that I want to stayFor a small hope, even if it's in vainThat's all I need, to smileEven at the darkest times
My World Is DeadSome people are scared of the end of the worldI'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead
He's The UnknownI'm looking in the mirrorAnd what do I see?A boy that looks just like meBut this can't be meHe has a small smile on his lipsMy lips forms a frownHis eyes sparkleMine are dullHis face is relaxedMine is full of angerHis hands are freemine are tiedThis boy in the mirrorIs my small maskThe boy I showWhen I'm aroundThis isn't meI'm not who you thinkThis boy in the mirrorHe is the unknown
The Wall of BricksThis is not a dead endIt's always a way to moveJust think outside the boxThe brick wall is not an endIt's there to wake you upSo you will find other waysAnd think before you make choices
CurseThere's a curse inside allBut there is a blessing as wellYou have to find the right blessingTo make the curse go away
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