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They say that every scars tells a story
Well, then I'm a fucking history book

I'm Worthless

Don't tell me I'm worthless
Don't tell me I'm nothing
You can't change me
Because I used to be something

I used to be
But I lost my ways
Instead of helping
You double my pain

Don't tell me I'm worthless
I already know it

I'm So Tired Of Being Here

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?

I Have Changed

My tears, they won't dry for awhile
My blood, it will flow for some time
My fears, they keep me alive
But in the end
This is the real me
Not the portrait you once knew
I have changed, and so have you

The Darkness In Me

The darkness embraces me
I'm getting cold
The darkness inside of me
It's so very old

You have made it grow
It has found its way
You have made it show
And it won't go away

Those words they beat me
I'm in pain
For lies they feed me
Its in vain

I know the truth
I'm the one to blame
But my darkness within
It won't go away

I hope someone will cast a light
On my shattered heart
I hope someone will love
This monster I'm

Without light, there is no shadow
Without good, there is no bad
Without death ,we wouldn't be alive
And without hate, we wouldn't feel love

The Wet InkI hope you know
That every night
You're in my head

I hope you know
That I still care
And that I did was wrong

The ink is wet
As I write
On this piece of paper

For the tears
Of my sins
They won't disappear

I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
They move on
They're fine

I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
I'm crying
And I'm dying

I must be an alien
The only thing that I want
Is a friend
To hold me, to control me

I wish I could turn humanoid
Maybe then I wouldn't be alone
I'm broken
And I'm open

I must be an alien
I'm on the outside looking in
I'm Hoping
For nothing

Cousin Of DeathCousin of death, take me in
Let me rest, forgive this sin
I haven't lost it all, but I show pain
And soon I guess, I will walk in the rain

Oh cold winter, don't remind me
Of how, I couldn't see
Oh cold winters day, you're as cold as my heart
Remind me of the days, when it was warm

Cousin of death, comfort me
Make me believe, this isn't the best of me
Cousin of death, invite your friends
Cause agony and suffering, is better in the end

Death, I have been alive way to long
Your cousin, makes me wish that I was wrong
Cause I don't wanna wake up
So please, take me in your warm blankets
And don't let me open my eyes
Ever again

I Don't Want A Super Hero

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm not looking for someone to save the day
I'm not looking for a person who will lift the skies in my name
I'm looking for someone who stays

I'm not looking for a god
I'm not looking for someone to clear the heavens
I'm not looking for someone that doesn't hate
I'm looking for someone that makes me want to live another day

I'm not looking for a macho guy or a shy girl
I'm not looking for a fairytale
I'm not looking for someone who only stays in bed
I'm looking for someone that makes me smile each day

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm looking for someone who stays
I'm looking for someone th

Have You Ever Felt

Have you ever felt alone, in a room full of people?
Have you ever felt dead, when you 're alive?
Have you ever laughed, but cried your heart out on the inside?
Have you ever felt free, But still trapped?
Have you ever felt the need, the big need to
Fake a smile, and act like it's okay?
I have, and I will do
But staying true to yourself, knowing who you are
That is the most important thing, a human can do

Open Your EyesIf you can't face my lies
Then how will you accept the truth?
if you can't open your eyes
Then how can you claim to see through?
If you can't understand me
Then why do you even bother?
I make it as simple as I can
But you just can't get it

I'm Fine, Trust me

It's just fine
Just stab me with that knife
I'm just fine
Rip my heart out when I'm alive

All that I see
Is you in my dreams
All that I see
Is that my heart is incomplete

It's just fine
My heart's made of ice
It's just fine
Just make me feel alive

I Have Never

I have never quite forgiven myself
I have never felt like I deserve better
I have never felt so depressed
And I guess I have never felt love

I have never had a smaller hope
I have never had so much faith
I have never cried so many times
And I guess I have never felt so lost

I have never ever been so thoughtful
I have never in my dreams grinded so wide
I have never lost my faith in you
But I guess, that's why it hurts

I Don't KnowI don't know
Why I'm still here
I don't know
Why I made it trough

I don't wonder
Because I know it's luck
I don't wonder
Because in the end it could have been me

But when this song plays
I know, that I want to stay
For a small hope, even if it's in vain
That's all I need, to smile
Even at the darkest times

My World Is Dead

Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead

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Curse

by ~Meandor117, Apr 6, 2012, 2:27:45 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

There's a curse inside all
But there is a blessing as well
You have to find the right blessing
To make the curse go away

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I'm looking for that blessing still, and I hope many of you have found it

Small quote that came into my head when I listened to this song: [link] Not my fave by that band but inspiration comes from anywhere really

( My fave from PM: [link] ) :3

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!luvserenity000 Apr 11, 2012 Student Writer

good job!

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!DestinyRobinson Apr 6, 2012

That's so true

Good job..I like it

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