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SilenceSilence is the slowest form of suicide
Silence is what keeps us apart
Silence is the scream that everyone shouts

Silence is the lost dream we all have
Silence is the blood we all have spilled
Silence is what keeps us together

Silence is god in the air
Silence is the death you can bear
Silence is the reason you care

Silence is what creeps upon you at night
Silence is the chills in your spine
Silence is the reason
And the only reason
Why you haven't said these words yourself

Tomorrow Is Another DayHow can I dream
When I'm hurt?
How can I smile
When I'm dirt?

How can I hope
When I'm forgotten?
How can I be
When I'm nothing?

I don't know how
But there are some things
That you just have to do
If not for yourself
Then for someone close

I don't know if these words
Will impact you, or set an impression
But take this advice
From an old cutter
It gets better, even if your life has melted like butter

You're not forgotten
You're always in someone's mind
You're not dirt
Cause to someone you shine

There is still hope for you
Even if your dream is broken
I noticed that
When the girl I loved, came even closer

Don't hurt yo

Bloody TearsBloody tears
I cry my fears
and think that I will never win

Bloody tears
I hate these dares
And in the end I will lose

Bloody tears
You paint my cheeks
And I hope you won't fade away

Bloody tears
I hope you care
For you're the only thing that's left

In The Dark, There Is Always LightThere are places so dark
That we can't see
There are places so dark
That we feel lonely

There are whispers in the dark
That makes our ears bleed
There are whispers in the dark
That makes us scared

As the darkness surrounds us
We look for a light
As the darkness embraces us
We start to fight

We don't want to live a life
In the dark
We don't want to live a life
In the shadows

As we look for a source of light
We realize
As we look for a small hope
We understand

There is always someone there
Even when it's dark
There is always someone there
Who will ignite your spark

You're never alone
Even in the dark
You're never alone

Keep On ShiningThis truth it has stabbed my heart
Like a thousand needles slowly making their way
This love has made me fall apart
I'm broken glass, I'm the broken glass of man

The stabs gets harder every day
The needles they come closer to my heart
As I grow it tears me to pieces
I'm tattered cloth, thrown in the litter

As I try to recover and stand straight
I realize how crocked my back has been all this time
I can't walk straight
Cause my guilt and my shame, brings me down

But even thought through all this
I have still small light that shines to me every day
Cause even in my darkest days
It can still make me smile, it always wants me to

Game OverI have reached my limit
At this moment I will give in
It's soon my time
I give in

The game is over
And it has been a long time
I will wake up when
I dream about life

My time is coming soon
I feel my body lose its warmth
And if I do fall
I pray that my soul is unbroken

Game over
Name my tombstone that
And write under those words
It was a long run, but now I have lost forever

Am I Alive?"Am I Alive?"

They tell me I am a human being

Alive and possessing a mind, heart, and feelings

So why no matter how hard I try

I can not help but feel dead inside?

Always wishing I could undo the past

Always wishing for my happiness to last

To this day my heart keeps beating

Despite the pain which is never receding

Every morning I contemplate what lies before me

Every night I contemplate death and all its glory

And as I stare into empty spaces

I see the images of familiar faces

If the answer to my pain is to leave them alone

And to vanish into the great unknown

Then in my grave I shall rest with stains

From the violence and th

Alone, Hurt, Sharp, Sins, Edges, CutAlone
In the dark room
Made of my doubt
I pick up a piece
Of my broken heart

Sharp
I touch it
With my shaky finger tip
I feel it against me
I sigh and start think

Hurt
That's the word
It explains the feelings
The emotions
That I hide

Sins
The wrongs
That I have done
To god, mankind
And myself

Edges
They call to me
I know that I can't resist
I need this
I really do

Cut
I use the piece
Of my broken heart
And I cut my wrist
Hoping to never wake up
Again

My Sweet ShadowMy sweet shadow
You're always with me
My sweet darkness
I guess that you care
My sweet emptiness
You're the one I can turn to
My sweet shadow
You will always be there

My sweet dream
You make me sick
My sweet illusion
Lies is what I'm feed
My sweet hope
You build me up
My sweet dream
Still you do it to break me down

My sweet knife
Make me whole
My sweet blade
I want to rape my skin
My sweet dagger
I want to feel alive
My sweet knife
Please make me die

Please, Don'tPlease, don't
You don't realize
What will happen if you do
You speak to thousands
But you listen to no one else

Please, don't
Cut that wrist again
What pain you cause me
You scream for help
But you do not accept it

Please, don't
Don't make me
Build you your coffin
I don't want to paint you
With my misery tears

Please don't
Don't do it
Life has so much more
To offer you
Just give it time
And times a bitch
But happiness will come
And trust me, it's worth the wait

ExhaustedI gave myself time to regain my strength
But as I recover, I notice how much easier it is to be exhausted

Aren't You Ashamed Yet?Aren't You Ashamed Yet?:

A Mask
Truly an object of mystique and mystery
A simple device, with a painted layer
That conceals a face of rotting worms

Oh, I'm sorry, was I supposed to overlook it?
Let me rephrase it in a more appropriate manner
You are a cowardly, pathetic, miserable, filthy
Unintelligent, soul-sucking, perfidious, bag of rotting worms

You who once held my respect, you who were once my friend
you shared in my secrets and you shared in my dreams
But in the end, it was the lies
The horrible, filthy lies that spew forth from your tainted lips...

I guess it was a simple decision
I had no need to keep up this facade
an

So What Do I Do?If only I could read your mind
If only I could interpret you emotions
Understand what you're going through
See through your eyes
Hear through your ears
Feel through your heart
If only I knew how to help you

But I can't
And I don't
And it's killing me
So what do I do?
Tell me.

I Can't Be your Knight In Shining ArmorIf you could see me now
You would know I'm not the same
But you won't give me a chance

I know I'm not perfect
You don't have to say it twice
But my imperfection is me

I can't be your knight
That armor is too heavy for me
You will find someone else, stronger and free

That person will be free
Until you corrupt him
With this idea of perfection

To be imperfect
Is the be perfect
That's how you're yourself

And didn't you always say
Be yourself?

Don't Die On MePeople tell us that we are weak
They don't know what we've been through
So if they can finally see
What we've been through
They would surely change their minds
The words "don't die on me"
Bring back horrid memories

I don't want to wish
I don't want to scream
But I wish you were part of me
So tell me how you feel
Cause I want to know the truth
So don't die on me

She was on her back
Whimpering in pain
Nothing could ever prepare us for this
But we knew that she was losing to death
Will you ever be able to tell her friends
How she died
"Don't die on me" the healers uttered

"Don't die on me"
You whispered to your lover
As she

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Came to haunt me today
The tears I spill tonight
I hope they will quickly end

I'm blessed with this curse
I can't forget who you are
And at times that make me hurt
For every stab I've felt
I know they're mostly from you

From yesterday all the dreams
They come to haunt me today
I need somebody someone
To hold me tonight when I realize this pain

I'm blessed with these memories
I'm bless with this hurt
For every step that I make
I know you won't be there
On my way

All this came from yesterday
And I know it sounds like dirty
But this is my life
And I hate it so much

RearrangeI don't understand it
When you're talking to my face
I don't accept it
That you treat me like shit

But this is what we have become
We have gone too far
From pride we have fallen
Let's rearrange this and build It up

I don't understand when
You're treating me like shit
I don't want to hurt you
But I'm falling for your tricks

How did we become this
How did we lose all hope
Lets rise from the ashes
Let's rearrange this and built it up

So now we have walked a thousand miles
But we haven't learned
We crossed the corners of the earth
But this just won't work

Why do we keep hoping
This has gone far enough
Let's watch this crumb

BreathlessHere I'm once again
Just checking if you're okay
It's a long time since I last saw you
And I know we're not friends

But even though
you want me gone
It's not that easy to leave
To be honest, you're a part of me

I hope you won't notice
That I've been here
If you do then I know you'll leave
But I love watching you, when I do I can't breath

Even if I'm dead to you
You're still on my mind
You used to be a part of me
And I'm sorry I can't let you go

I wonder what's the right thing
I wonder what to do
Maybe I should just stare at you
And you'll leave me breathless till I die

ExhaustedI gave myself time to regain my strength
But as I recover, I notice how much easier it is to be exhausted

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Cover It With Ink

by ~Meandor117, Sep 12, 2012, 1:45:56 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I will not break another person in my life
Those who I have broken I will fix
I'm done with this thought that I'm nothing
Cause I'm something that no one will never be

I'm done crying myself to sleep
I will laugh at the thought
I will never pick that blade up again
Cause if I will cut something it will be paper

I will cut paper
With my pen
I will write my emotions
And I will not hide

I'm not evil
I will cut my paper
I will use my deadly weapon
I feel bad for the item I'm covering in ink

I know how it feels to be covered
I know how it feels to be cornered
I will not take any pills
This is my medication

I will learn
Something that we all have known
When we were kids
I will learn to
Love myself again

Cover It With Inkby ~Meandor117

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Wrote this a while ago, I read trought it and I loved it again XD I like the emotion, and how true this is to me, this was/is my safe heaven at times ^^