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I'm So Tired Of Being Here

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?

Would You Care?

If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?

If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry

If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me

If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there

I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you

I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining

And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring

Sea Of Depression

Left alone, in my heart
Six feet under
Cry in pain, dead inside
Six feet under

Fix the rose, stop the blood
Five feet Under
Kinda stuck, but It will mend
Five feet under

Now I'm stuck, Left for dead
Four feet under
Sometimes, I feel like shit
Four feet under

Getting better, all alone
Three feet under
I put my faith, in him for once
Three feet under

Music tastes, so damn good
Two feet under
I can listen again, to our song
Two feet under

Your almost there, you can grasp the air
a feet under
Tears of joy, crack a smile
a feet under

I'm finally out, finally free
I'm over the sea
I can love again, I can be me
I'm over t

The Darkness In Me

The darkness embraces me
I'm getting cold
The darkness inside of me
It's so very old

You have made it grow
It has found its way
You have made it show
And it won't go away

Those words they beat me
I'm in pain
For lies they feed me
Its in vain

I know the truth
I'm the one to blame
But my darkness within
It won't go away

I hope someone will cast a light
On my shattered heart
I hope someone will love
This monster I'm

Without light, there is no shadow
Without good, there is no bad
Without death ,we wouldn't be alive
And without hate, we wouldn't feel love

Happy Poem?

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, on the inside I'm not happy

Someone asked me to smile for the camera
But how can I, When I'm falling part

Someone asked me to laugh my real laugh
But I can't, there is something wrong with me

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, I'm not happy inside

And happiness is the only emotion
I can't fake

I Don't Wanna Grow Up

I don't want to grow up
It was so much more fun
When I didn't understand
What happened around me, how it fell

I don't want to get old
Be wise and all that
For after years of living
I would know that life, isn't intact

I don't want to get a place of my own
Responsibility isn't my thing
I wouldn't be able to watch my offspring
knowing what they would face, a dying world
And a hope, left for dead

I want to stay young
I want to be unknowing
For in the end
Being stupid, will make it easier
To accept the end

Don't Listen To Them

Don't listen to them
Don't let them feed you lies
You're perfect, just the way you are

Don't give them the gain
Don't let them feed on your despair
You're golden inside, I know you are

Don't give them a reason
They enjoy seeing you suffer
But in the end it's not worth the while

Their mouths are like open graves
They tell only lies
For deep inside, you're worth more than a thousand diamonds that shine

I Walk This Earth, For Nothing

I walk this earth, for nothing
I have no dreams
No ambitions
I have no hope, for tomorrow

I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I can hardly smile
I rarely cry
My emotions, they are dead

I walk this earth, for nothing
I walk this earth
simply to walk on it
I walk this earth, and I keep moving

Nothingness, that's my reason
My reason to smile
My reason to cry
My reason, for everything I do

Nothingness, is my hope
The reason I live
The reason I will die
Nothingness, a sweet word

For me, nothingness is a reason, it's a reason to live
also , life is a dark road, you never know what you will find

This Is Gonna Take A Long Time

You must love yourself to love others
....... This is going to take a long time

Dead Inside

I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside

Dear Scouting Knife

No darling, I won't crawl back to you again
Stop calling, your voice will die in my head
You won't fix it, I'm better off on my own
Dear scouting knife, Leave me alone

I Don't Want A Super Hero

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm not looking for someone to save the day
I'm not looking for a person who will lift the skies in my name
I'm looking for someone who stays

I'm not looking for a god
I'm not looking for someone to clear the heavens
I'm not looking for someone that doesn't hate
I'm looking for someone that makes me want to live another day

I'm not looking for a macho guy or a shy girl
I'm not looking for a fairytale
I'm not looking for someone who only stays in bed
I'm looking for someone that makes me smile each day

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm looking for someone who stays
I'm looking for someone th

My World Is Dead

Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead

My Song Number One: I Woke Up This Morning

Verse One:
I woke up this morning
with only one in my mind
I don't know why I'm crying inside
And all that I'm going through
what can I do?

Chorus:

For this blade runs so deep in my skin
I hope god will forgive me for this sin
with all the times I felt this pain
I feel like I'm going insane
For what do I have left to lose?
My heart is broken, I can't choose
These rifts in my skin they show my pain
I hope I will go on and make this trough
But with you in my head I can't hold back
This feeling wasn't made to hurt

Verse Two:

I woke up this morning
Only one though in my mind
How can I be beautiful inside?
I never meant to hur

Some people walk out to cry in the rain
But I'm a lazy person
I walk into the shower to cry

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I'm Haunted

I'm haunted
I'm haunted in my head
I'm haunted in my home
I'm haunted all the way back home
I see, I remember

That cuddle coach is dusty
My bed is full of tears
The bathroom has blood stain
And my mind has fears

I'm haunted by her words
I'm haunted by her voice
I'm haunted by her face

I wish I could say
The break-up was fine
we weren't meant for eachother
But for me, she was the one

I'm haunted by her
And she won't ever know

Have You Ever Felt

Have you ever felt alone, in a room full of people?
Have you ever felt dead, when you 're alive?
Have you ever laughed, but cried your heart out on the inside?
Have you ever felt free, But still trapped?
Have you ever felt the need, the big need to
Fake a smile, and act like it's okay?
I have, and I will do
But staying true to yourself, knowing who you are
That is the most important thing, a human can do

The Mask With A Crack

I have a mask, but you can't see
I have used it all day, even for my family
They think they know, they think they see
They hope they know the real me

But they don't, and they won't see
Because I'm too emotional, to be me
I'm afraid to get hurt, afraid to open up
I'm not a book, you can't open up

They have told me, '' You're a great actor ''
They don't know why, they don't know how I learned to act
I'm an actor all day, and a wear a mask
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I let one in, I let her see
I was told, that she loved me
And we were happy, young and free
Now she hates to even think about me

After she left, my mask g

Money, that piece of paper in your hand.
The weapon of destruction, the hope of the poor
The rich, uses it so fast, it's almost like sand.
And the people in the streets, they let out a roar

I wonder, how we got this way?
Can I just, go around and get laid?
Doesn't anyone have anything to say?
It's the source of power, some have said

Money for nothing, is that the way?
Sitting on your ass, hoping to get paid
Is this the world we know today?
Give me a praise, I will pay for the raid

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It controls us like no other
And if you try to rebel, there will be no hope for your mother
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Verse One:
I woke up this morning
with only one in my mind
I don't know why I'm crying inside
And all that I'm going through
what can I do?

Chorus:

For this blade runs so deep in my skin
I hope god will forgive me for this sin
with all the times I felt this pain
I feel like I'm going insane
For what do I have left to lose?
My heart is broken, I can't choose
These rifts in my skin they show my pain
I hope I will go on and make this trough
But with you in my head I can't hold back
This feeling wasn't made to hurt

Verse Two:

I woke up this morning
Only one though in my mind
How can I be beautiful inside?
I never meant to hur

The Bleeding Rose

I know that on this day
That I'm not okay
I thought about you
And the pain just grew

Last year, oh I loved it
And oh how I loved you
The end of last year, and the start of a new
God I hate myself, I wish I could pull trough

I hope your happy
I hope you're in love
I hope you hate me
I hope you move on

But I'm stuck here
All alone and cold
Hating myself, so much fun
Loving you, that pain goes on

Last year I held you
In my arms
Nothing could be better
god my heart was warm

But this year
I'm sitting on the stairs
holding a single rose
And that rose is bleeding

That rose, the rose you took
you promised to keep it
and che

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Bandaid Box

by ~Meandor117, Feb 17, 2012, 2:53:47 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I wish I could be a band aid box
Covering your scars and cuts
Heal your wounds and make it alright

I wish I could be a band aid box
For then I could fix the pain I have caused
Help them heal and spread some love

I wish I could be a band aid box
A tiny little band aid box
So I could fix the pain I have caused

Bandaid Boxby ~Meandor117

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2012-2013 ~Meandor117

I wish I could heal the pain, I wish I could make it okay, but at times, Okay is a hope, and hope, dosnt always mean it will happen

!luvserenity000 Feb 17, 2012 Student Writer

aww

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~Meandor117 Feb 17, 2012

^^

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!luvserenity000 Feb 19, 2012 Student Writer

!)

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~Meandor117 Feb 19, 2012

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!luvserenity000 Feb 19, 2012 Student Writer

hehe

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