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I Don't Want A Super Hero

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm not looking for someone to save the day
I'm not looking for a person who will lift the skies in my name
I'm looking for someone who stays

I'm not looking for a god
I'm not looking for someone to clear the heavens
I'm not looking for someone that doesn't hate
I'm looking for someone that makes me want to live another day

I'm not looking for a macho guy or a shy girl
I'm not looking for a fairytale
I'm not looking for someone who only stays in bed
I'm looking for someone that makes me smile each day

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm looking for someone who stays
I'm looking for someone th

Happy Poem?

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, on the inside I'm not happy

Someone asked me to smile for the camera
But how can I, When I'm falling part

Someone asked me to laugh my real laugh
But I can't, there is something wrong with me

Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, I'm not happy inside

And happiness is the only emotion
I can't fake

Dear Scouting Knife

No darling, I won't crawl back to you again
Stop calling, your voice will die in my head
You won't fix it, I'm better off on my own
Dear scouting knife, Leave me alone

I Walk This Earth, For Nothing

I walk this earth, for nothing
I have no dreams
No ambitions
I have no hope, for tomorrow

I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I can hardly smile
I rarely cry
My emotions, they are dead

I walk this earth, for nothing
I walk this earth
simply to walk on it
I walk this earth, and I keep moving

Nothingness, that's my reason
My reason to smile
My reason to cry
My reason, for everything I do

Nothingness, is my hope
The reason I live
The reason I will die
Nothingness, a sweet word

For me, nothingness is a reason, it's a reason to live
also , life is a dark road, you never know what you will find

I'm So Tired Of Being Here

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?

Don't Listen To Them

Don't listen to them
Don't let them feed you lies
You're perfect, just the way you are

Don't give them the gain
Don't let them feed on your despair
You're golden inside, I know you are

Don't give them a reason
They enjoy seeing you suffer
But in the end it's not worth the while

Their mouths are like open graves
They tell only lies
For deep inside, you're worth more than a thousand diamonds that shine

The Darkness In Me

The darkness embraces me
I'm getting cold
The darkness inside of me
It's so very old

You have made it grow
It has found its way
You have made it show
And it won't go away

Those words they beat me
I'm in pain
For lies they feed me
Its in vain

I know the truth
I'm the one to blame
But my darkness within
It won't go away

I hope someone will cast a light
On my shattered heart
I hope someone will love
This monster I'm

Without light, there is no shadow
Without good, there is no bad
Without death ,we wouldn't be alive
And without hate, we wouldn't feel love

Would You Care?

If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?

If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry

If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me

If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there

I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you

I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining

And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring

Sea Of Depression

Left alone, in my heart
Six feet under
Cry in pain, dead inside
Six feet under

Fix the rose, stop the blood
Five feet Under
Kinda stuck, but It will mend
Five feet under

Now I'm stuck, Left for dead
Four feet under
Sometimes, I feel like shit
Four feet under

Getting better, all alone
Three feet under
I put my faith, in him for once
Three feet under

Music tastes, so damn good
Two feet under
I can listen again, to our song
Two feet under

Your almost there, you can grasp the air
a feet under
Tears of joy, crack a smile
a feet under

I'm finally out, finally free
I'm over the sea
I can love again, I can be me
I'm over t

This Is Gonna Take A Long Time

You must love yourself to love others
....... This is going to take a long time

My World Is Dead

Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead

Some people walk out to cry in the rain
But I'm a lazy person
I walk into the shower to cry

Dead Inside

I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside

On The InsideOn the inside I'm alone
In my head there is chaos
On the outside I'm free
I'm calm and just me

I hang myself everyday
Under my skin I kill myself
What you see is a smile
What you hear is a laugh

A lost soul looking for a purpose
What does it expect to find?
Answers or the truth?
Cause am I really alive?

I Have Never

I have never quite forgiven myself
I have never felt like I deserve better
I have never felt so depressed
And I guess I have never felt love

I have never had a smaller hope
I have never had so much faith
I have never cried so many times
And I guess I have never felt so lost

I have never ever been so thoughtful
I have never in my dreams grinded so wide
I have never lost my faith in you
But I guess, that's why it hurts

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Don't listen to them
Don't let them feed you lies
You're perfect, just the way you are

Don't give them the gain
Don't let them feed on your despair
You're golden inside, I know you are

Don't give them a reason
They enjoy seeing you suffer
But in the end it's not worth the while

Their mouths are like open graves
They tell only lies
For deep inside, you're worth more than a thousand diamonds that shine

I'm Fine, Trust me

It's just fine
Just stab me with that knife
I'm just fine
Rip my heart out when I'm alive

All that I see
Is you in my dreams
All that I see
Is that my heart is incomplete

It's just fine
My heart's made of ice
It's just fine
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Alien

by ~Meandor117, Mar 7, 2012, 2:02:12 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
They move on
They're fine

I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
I'm crying
And I'm dying

I must be an alien
The only thing that I want
Is a friend
To hold me, to control me

I wish I could turn humanoid
Maybe then I wouldn't be alone
I'm broken
And I'm open

I must be an alien
I'm on the outside looking in
I'm Hoping
For nothing

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I think is what might go around in a bully victims head, that their not normal, that they have to be alien because they are not like the others. I had the same thoughs myself for a while, not from bullying but I used to be a major outsider, and an Alien is the best way to describe the feeling

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~funkitty Mar 22, 2012 Student

i was bullied and this poem exactly how i felt wow..... great job on the poem though

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~Meandor117 Mar 22, 2012

I hope things has improved, was bullied myself for awhile, not fun at all

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~funkitty Mar 22, 2012 Student

thanks and thing have impoved for me (im not bullied anymore) and am sorry it really isnt fun.

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~Tatibear Mar 17, 2012 Student Artist

This is really good (:

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~squibblyquill Mar 15, 2012

wow, the ideas and images are pretty potent

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~Meandor117 Mar 15, 2012

Thank yah

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~Newb4Fun Mar 10, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

The ending of the poem was... indescribable

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~Newb4Fun Mar 12, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Read all the comments and you'll see the pattern XD

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~Meandor117 Mar 10, 2012

I'm glad you liked it

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Mood: Glad

~Newb4Fun Mar 12, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I'm glad you wrote it

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