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The Wet InkI hope you know
That every night
You're in my head

I hope you know
That I still care
And that I did was wrong

The ink is wet
As I write
On this piece of paper

For the tears
Of my sins
They won't disappear

On The InsideOn the inside I'm alone
In my head there is chaos
On the outside I'm free
I'm calm and just me

I hang myself everyday
Under my skin I kill myself
What you see is a smile
What you hear is a laugh

A lost soul looking for a purpose
What does it expect to find?
Answers or the truth?
Cause am I really alive?

I Don't Want A Super Hero

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm not looking for someone to save the day
I'm not looking for a person who will lift the skies in my name
I'm looking for someone who stays

I'm not looking for a god
I'm not looking for someone to clear the heavens
I'm not looking for someone that doesn't hate
I'm looking for someone that makes me want to live another day

I'm not looking for a macho guy or a shy girl
I'm not looking for a fairytale
I'm not looking for someone who only stays in bed
I'm looking for someone that makes me smile each day

I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm looking for someone who stays
I'm looking for someone th

I Walk This Earth, For Nothing

I walk this earth, for nothing
I have no dreams
No ambitions
I have no hope, for tomorrow

I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I can hardly smile
I rarely cry
My emotions, they are dead

I walk this earth, for nothing
I walk this earth
simply to walk on it
I walk this earth, and I keep moving

Nothingness, that's my reason
My reason to smile
My reason to cry
My reason, for everything I do

Nothingness, is my hope
The reason I live
The reason I will die
Nothingness, a sweet word

For me, nothingness is a reason, it's a reason to live
also , life is a dark road, you never know what you will find

The Darkness In Me

The darkness embraces me
I'm getting cold
The darkness inside of me
It's so very old

You have made it grow
It has found its way
You have made it show
And it won't go away

Those words they beat me
I'm in pain
For lies they feed me
Its in vain

I know the truth
I'm the one to blame
But my darkness within
It won't go away

I hope someone will cast a light
On my shattered heart
I hope someone will love
This monster I'm

Without light, there is no shadow
Without good, there is no bad
Without death ,we wouldn't be alive
And without hate, we wouldn't feel love

Please, Save MePlease, save me
I'm going under
Please, save me
I'm drowning in my tears

Please, save me
I'm not gonna make it
Please, save me
I don't want to lose this battle

Please, save me
But you ignored my plea
Please, save me
You left me for dead

Please, don't save me
For this time, I will save myself

Fly, Please Fly

Please fly
I don't care if your body doesn't have wings
Because for me you are an angel
Beautiful and free

Please fly
Don't let them push you down
Your mind will never fall
Cause it is beautiful and free

Your soul is a bird
Don't let them cage it in
Let it fly, please let it fly
Because your soul is beautiful and free

Cousin Of DeathCousin of death, take me in
Let me rest, forgive this sin
I haven't lost it all, but I show pain
And soon I guess, I will walk in the rain

Oh cold winter, don't remind me
Of how, I couldn't see
Oh cold winters day, you're as cold as my heart
Remind me of the days, when it was warm

Cousin of death, comfort me
Make me believe, this isn't the best of me
Cousin of death, invite your friends
Cause agony and suffering, is better in the end

Death, I have been alive way to long
Your cousin, makes me wish that I was wrong
Cause I don't wanna wake up
So please, take me in your warm blankets
And don't let me open my eyes
Ever again

I Have Never

I have never quite forgiven myself
I have never felt like I deserve better
I have never felt so depressed
And I guess I have never felt love

I have never had a smaller hope
I have never had so much faith
I have never cried so many times
And I guess I have never felt so lost

I have never ever been so thoughtful
I have never in my dreams grinded so wide
I have never lost my faith in you
But I guess, that's why it hurts

HeartbeatThat's the sound of the time bomb ticking away
When it is gone nothing will remain
So are you sure that you want to stay?
For that's the sound of my time bomb ticking away

Why does god want us to go through this pain?
And why do we bother if it's in vain
So why do I even want to stay?
Why does god want us to go through this pain?

I don't deserve you why can't you see?
You're better than someone like me
Why would you want even me?
I don't deserve you why can't you see?

Why should I take all of your shit?
There's a limit of what I can't take
Come on just give me sometime
Why should I take all of your shit?

That's the sound of m

I'm So Tired Of Being Here

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?

Open My DoorsKeep me on my feet
For my strength is not enough
Hold me while I sleep
Cause I'm afraid, that I won't wake up

Kiss me on my cheek
For I need to know what it feels like
Help me build my dreams
Cause those I made alone, they died and fell apart

Make me lose my mind
I want to be lost in you
Help me go insane
For if I'm crazy with you, nothing else will matter

Light a candle for me
I'm afraid to touch the flame
Open up my doors
For in the end, it was I who locked them
Alone

Some say that sins are like shackles
Well then, I'm blinded by chains

I Don't KnowI don't know
Why I'm still here
I don't know
Why I made it trough

I don't wonder
Because I know it's luck
I don't wonder
Because in the end it could have been me

But when this song plays
I know, that I want to stay
For a small hope, even if it's in vain
That's all I need, to smile
Even at the darkest times

My World Is Dead

Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead

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I notice a spark in my eyes, It's small, but it's there
If I look at myself in the mirror, I see nothing
There is no spark, I have looked, and it's not there
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A Sweet Kiss Darling

by ~Meandor117, Apr 1, 2012, 2:13:06 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

A sweet kiss darling, that's all I need
A warm hug and your comforting words

A hard punch darling, that's all I need
A beating and the screaming makes my day

A dark corner darling, that's all I need
A place to hide away and be free

A sweet kiss darling, that's all I need
A word of sorrow and your cries for forgiveness

A Sweet Kiss Darlingby ~Meandor117

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2012-2013 ~Meandor117

This is like, the first thing I wrote in my word document XD Worked on it for a long time and I like how it turned out

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~marinapaige13 Apr 2, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

Amazing... as usual....

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~Devacious Apr 2, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

You can't use wallpapers besides wallpapers. I don't think you understand that point..

So, I believe you have to take it down :/

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!WriteByNumbers Apr 2, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Wow! Great take on abuse...although...nevermind.

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~Meandor117 Apr 2, 2012

Go on :3

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!WriteByNumbers Apr 2, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Just the way you wrote it my first thought was "WTH? Is she a masochist!?" Then it hit me...

I just didn't want to type that....

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~Meandor117 Apr 2, 2012

Lol its okay :3 What did hit you? I wanna know

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!WriteByNumbers Apr 2, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I think I already responded.

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!luvserenity000 Apr 2, 2012 Student Writer

awesome as always

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