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Open Your EyesIf you can't face my lies
Then how will you accept the truth?
if you can't open your eyes
Then how can you claim to see through?
If you can't understand me
Then why do you even bother?
I make it as simple as I can
But you just can't get it
The Wet InkI hope you know
That every night
You're in my head

I hope you know
That I still care
And that I did was wrong

The ink is wet
As I write
On this piece of paper

For the tears
Of my sins
They won't disappear
DreamsI'm sick of you
leave me alone!
My head can't stop
Thinking about you

I'm sick of being down
Depressed and suicidal
My smile isn't always there
Stop haunting me!

I'm sick of your sweet voice
It rings in my head
When you played on my drums
Now I can't touch the sticks no more!

I wish I was perfect
The guy of your dreams
My bloody tears
They paint my cheeks

I wish I could hug you
And kiss your head
Tell you while you slept
I love for forever my dear

But those dreams
They are dead
I'm alone
And left for dead

My soul is evil
My heart is black
My eyes don't sparkle
And my wrists they bled

I wish my dreams wouldn't die
I RememberI remember everything
And I wish they would go away
These memory in my head
And these dreams, they are too real

I feel everything
The tears falling down my cheek
The sins pouring down my hands
The innocence washed away

I regret everything
And I know you do too
For trying, even when it fell apart
I still care, for me it wasn't the end

But sometimes
Things just do not go as planned
The harder you hold on to something
The more you suffocate it
But you won't notice
Till it's dead and gone
Take Off That HelmetTake off that helmet
Maybe then you'll see
Things aren't really what they used to be
I have changed
But you haven't
That's why you stand there alone
Awkward in the silence
In The Dark, There Is Always LightThere are places so dark
That we can't see
There are places so dark
That we feel lonely

There are whispers in the dark
That makes our ears bleed
There are whispers in the dark
That makes us scared

As the darkness surrounds us
We look for a light
As the darkness embraces us
We start to fight

We don't want to live a life
In the dark
We don't want to live a life
In the shadows

As we look for a source of light
We realize
As we look for a small hope
We understand

There is always someone there
Even when it's dark
There is always someone there
Who will ignite your spark

You're never alone
Even in the dark
You're never alone
On The EdgeI'm standing on the edge
I can feel the air hit my body
It could all be an illusion
And I can be an adventurer

I can be the explorer of the afterlife
I could be the first to venture there
I could be the first to break from this illusion
But what if there is nothing past this edge

As children we explore
And we find and learn
As adults we have learned
And we crave to explore

As I curl my toes on the edge
I think of who will care if I do
Cause I'm standing on the rooftop
Ready to fall, ready for a new start
On The InsideOn the inside I'm alone
In my head there is chaos
On the outside I'm free
I'm calm and just me

I hang myself everyday
Under my skin I kill myself
What you see is a smile
What you hear is a laugh

A lost soul looking for a purpose
What does it expect to find?
Answers or the truth?
Cause am I really alive?
He's The UnknownI'm looking in the mirror
And what do I see?
A boy that looks just like me
But this can't be me

He has a small smile on his lips
My lips forms a frown
His eyes sparkle
Mine are dull

His face is relaxed
Mine is full of anger
His hands are free
mine are tied

This boy in the mirror
Is my small mask
The boy I show
When I'm around

This isn't me
I'm not who you think
This boy in the mirror
He is the unknown
Fly, Please Fly
Please fly
I don't care if your body doesn't have wings
Because for me you are an angel
Beautiful and free

Please fly
Don't let them push you down
Your mind will never fall
Cause it is beautiful and free

Your soul is a bird
Don't let them cage it in
Let it fly, please let it fly
Because your soul is beautiful and free
I'm So Tired Of Being Here
I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop

I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood

I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?
Dead Inside
I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone

I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non

I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life

But what if I'm already dead, inside
HeartbeatThat's the sound of the time bomb ticking away
When it is gone nothing will remain
So are you sure that you want to stay?
For that's the sound of my time bomb ticking away

Why does god want us to go through this pain?
And why do we bother if it's in vain
So why do I even want to stay?
Why does god want us to go through this pain?

I don't deserve you why can't you see?
You're better than someone like me
Why would you want even me?
I don't deserve you why can't you see?

Why should I take all of your shit?
There's a limit of what I can't take
Come on just give me sometime
Why should I take all of your shit?

That's the sound of m
Peace?We push on day after day
Just so we can see a new dawn
We sweat and dehydrate
To prepare for a new war

As we hear the marching armies
We run behind our walls
The stones will rain tonight
If we are lucky we might see another dawn

The days passes by
The siege never ends
Food supplies are running short
And the kids are starving

Wars like this started it all
The mind of man wanted to go to war
They made machines to kill and murder
I hoped that they wouldn't go much further

The plains they fly in the sky
Dropping death and terror at the ground
If we humans really seek peace
Then how come we have fucked up so bad?
Abuse MeDon't take it in
Don't let the sadness win
Beautiful is the human life

If you open just your eyes
If you feel that no one cares
If you feel that no one is there
Then turn around

I'm right there
Whatever you do to me
I will always care

Scream at me
Hit me

For in the end, I will always love you
If you're my friend, then I will take the beating
Take your hatred out on me, make your victim my head
I want the abuse, abuse me
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DreamsI'm sick of you
leave me alone!
My head can't stop
Thinking about you

I'm sick of being down
Depressed and suicidal
My smile isn't always there
Stop haunting me!

I'm sick of your sweet voice
It rings in my head
When you played on my drums
Now I can't touch the sticks no more!

I wish I was perfect
The guy of your dreams
My bloody tears
They paint my cheeks

I wish I could hug you
And kiss your head
Tell you while you slept
I love for forever my dear

But those dreams
They are dead
I'm alone
And left for dead

My soul is evil
My heart is black
My eyes don't sparkle
And my wrists they bled

I wish my dreams wouldn't die
Learn To WatchThe bloody rain
That's what it became
Never ending
It has never been here before

Dead inside
Dreaming of a hope
Left behind
Wondering alone

No answers
You will work
Walk blindly
And see what you will find

Learn to watch
And do not laugh
Learn to listen
And you will learn to speak
I RememberI remember everything
And I wish they would go away
These memory in my head
And these dreams, they are too real

I feel everything
The tears falling down my cheek
The sins pouring down my hands
The innocence washed away

I regret everything
And I know you do too
For trying, even when it fell apart
I still care, for me it wasn't the end

But sometimes
Things just do not go as planned
The harder you hold on to something
The more you suffocate it
But you won't notice
Till it's dead and gone
It's FunnyIt's funny
That no one said
That you where dead
And a demon has entered your skin

It's funny
That you blame me
For staying the way I'm
When you're supposed to love me for who I'm

It's funny
When I'm reminded
That the dreams we dreamt together
They will always decay on the ground and make me sick

I have become insane again
I have welcomed the pain again
I have become insane again
And to be honest, I love it
EnergyIn physics energy doesn't end, it only changes shape
So the energy I gave to you is still there my love
But in you it have changed, and it has changed for the worst
Don't Let Me Go, My Only HopeOhh Ohhh Oh Oh Ohhhx2

Vers 1
I never thought I'd come this far
I'm glad I did, but I can't erase this scar
This isn't a dream, I wish it was
But I'm stuck here, and I've had enough

Ref
Don't let me go, my only hope
Please stay, keep me sane
I'm lost, and never found
I'm gone, when you're not mine

Vers 2
I know we wont disagree
For when I'm with you, I'm me
I won't lose you now, I'm in too deep
I hope you think I'm worthy to keep
Ohh Ohhh Oh Oh Ohhhx2

Ref

Vers 3
These nightmares they are so real
Their memories, and they make me feel
I felt dead inside, but now you're here
You wash my sins aside, I'm pure
Ohh Ohhh Oh Oh O

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A Heart Of Gold

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A heart of gold
Can't fully heal
A heart as black as darkness
But it can give it some light
And help it recover
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Thinking of a friend who has really helped me lately without knowing it :) The friend has a heart of gold and makes my day everytime :D
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~DomoSushiLuver Apr 29, 2012
aww
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!luvserenity000 Apr 20, 2012  Student Writer
very nice
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~oxynova13 Apr 15, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I have a friend like that. She definitely helped my dark heart ^_^
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~MackBack Apr 15, 2012
Grt words;-)
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Mood: Joy ~fallrose Apr 15, 2012
I really like this one. That may be because I feel I can relate to it, but it is beautiful!!!! :D
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~sumgie1 Apr 15, 2012
It's a pretty neat little poem and I feel I can relate to it. And no offence but it feels somewhat comical how the rhythm gets messed up after third line. :D
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~Felicia-Neko Apr 15, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
beautiful! :D
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~NightMeadow Apr 15, 2012
Okay, så jeg gætter på at det ikke er.. mig denne gang, men jeg er stadig meget nysgerring, hvem er det? Og, jeg er glad for at den person som det nu er, hjælper dig :) og jeg er virkelig glad for at det går bedre, du fortjener så meget mere. You've got a heart of gold, don't ever forget that :)
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~Meandor117 Apr 15, 2012
Vel, jo meir eg tenker på det så er det deg og ein anna venn av meg O.o
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~NightMeadow Apr 15, 2012
stadig mig? haha. Og hvor dejligt, en anden fra dA eller en i Norge? - altså du ved face to face :)
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